:: Thursday, December 16, 2004 ::

LOL I should post more. My finger.

:: Floydthebarber 12/16/2004 04:44:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Sometimes it's hard being the strong, awesome boyfriend. You have to shoulder all the constant worrying and plight of your girlfriend along with whatever crap you parents and schoolwork are throwing your way. It certainly doesn't help when the parents are nagging really fucking strongly for you to shape up your ways, and in the mean time lose quite a few of the privledges up until that point they had been so gracious in permitting.

Yeah, I get really fatigued from constantly trying to be the positive and supportive and talkative person in a relationship. I don't complain. I figure I'm lucky enough as it is just to have someone, let alone someone who loves me. It would be complaining and cruel though to even think for one second that I'm not getting out of the relationship all that I'm putting in. If I mentioned that she would slip and be worse off, and then whose fault would it be? So you see, just pushing ahead as a positive and nice person as much as possible (albiet with a few playful jibjabs along the way) is the best solution.

But not when you don't... God I feel like crying now... not when you don't have your April. My April. My April My April God why does that make me cry. Why does mentioning a girl who I have lost most of my ties with unfortunately do that still. I don't think I've found a substitute. I couldn't expect to find it in Megan. Given her nature, and the fact that somebody to just talk with about everything going on would keep the weight off of the love relationship and keep it alive. That's not how it's supposed to work, is it? Everything is supposed to be found in the lover relationship. It's never all been there, and I know that. I can't go to her and spill everything I'm thinking and expect her to pull and April and say "yeah, I know what you mean. Well what about this? Have you tried this? What made you consider that over this?" I'm missing the input. I can get all the sympathy in the entire world I need from her but the solutions, the real meat and bones of the response is almost never there. Just an "I'm sorry" or "I love you". They need substance supporting them. I have convinced myself that it is there... she just can't express it. But after so many months you start to wonder if she'll ever really open up and be that kind of person. I need that kind of person. Look what happens when I don't have one. Some crazy shit like parents blasting down on me and It makes the whole situation rather rough to handle. I hope nobody reads this and thinks, "well, I guess he doesn't love Megan anymore!" because I most certainly do. I hope this is just another stupid thing happening within myself that needs sorting and doesn't require any stress on Megan's part, lord knows she has enough.

What the Hell is the overstressed guy here saying, maybe I should try to dump it on her. Nothing's happened in the past though but made her cry. Making girls cry is a bad, bad thing. They usually cry for many reasons all at once and their grief intermingles with each reason so you can't solve the original one you incited.

This was the only thing I was upset about over a year and a half ago. A year and a half ago. I shouldn't be worrying about it still, should I? Should I be able to go to my girlfriend and say "Here's all the horrible shit going on in my life" and expect some real comfort? Mommy and Daddy can pat me on the back and say they love me. Maybe I'm just dreaming up that a girlfriend is supposed to shoulder a little more than that. Maybe there isn't more for her to shoulder and i'm lying to myself. She can do a pretty good job sometimes. Somebody who loves me that much has to have more to say to me though than "I'm sorry" and "I love you". They have to.

I probably completely broke one girl's heart while typing this, which I really hope I haven't. I obviously still love Megan with all of my heart. If I didn't I wouldn't have said anything I've just said. I'll just stick with her until she finds her voice, however long that may be. Either that or I find my April who can help me balance all the shit in my life out.

I wrote a reflection on love in Ms. Lobasso's class this week, and one of the things I said was somewhere along the lines of "last week I spent over two hours one night helping my girlfriend with her Algebra II homework. To me, those two hours of homework are more evidence of my love for her than any two hours of making out on a couch would amount to." Ms. Lobasso unanimously shared it with the class, citing what a mature view of love it was. I just felt like mentioning that here since it's not really something I can mention anywhere else.

This whole blog entry has me pretty fatigued. I'm going sailing this weekend and then I'll see Megan on Sunday. I'm sure I'll be completely fine by then. I just hope she is too. No matter how bleak of a picture I might have painted here, I'm sure it's not as bad as I said it is. The love is still there, which is most important.

:: Floydthebarber 11/04/2004 09:49:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Man, It's such a hassle to update this thing nowadays. I don't feel like I have an obligation to ramble on about my life to myself. It's an odd feeling. Almost all of my friends over are asleep except ryan t, who is drifting in and out of a marshmallow-diaper consciousness (it's a long story don't ask).

Yeah things are going great except my eagle project Gawd Dammit I will get something on it done this weekend. Fucking hell. I am working at aheadgames.com now to earn credit for free games, which is nice. Dad should be ordering my DS for me tomorrow. Tomorrow is also kori's party which sounds to be fun! I shant forget The Nightmare Before Christmas, because I'm sure somebody will want to watch that. School is going fine. Each class is pretty fun. Very lucky. Helped Megan with her math. Wrote about it in a journal response about love in English. WTF a weird kid I am. I love 5.1 music.

Okay fuck this I need to be productive. If I get 4 comments on this entry within a week then I promise I'll update this thing at least once a week or more.

:: Floydthebarber 10/30/2004 03:15:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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How do fat people with no definite chin put pillow cases on pillows? I mean, the patented hold-pillow-with-your-chin technique can't work!

I love the google desktop search program. Dear God.

I'm back!

I'd blog more if it was this easy; I need a quickblog icon in the icon tray down there.

:: Floydthebarber 10/17/2004 01:49:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Oh man, been a while since I've done this. It's not really that I don't care so much anymore, but perhaps I don't feel the need to blog as much as I have in the past; it's so easy to get stuck in this daily routine of school, homework, megan, sleep, soccer, scouts, sleep, etc, that I lose track of the time and the focused will to type out my feelings in a blog. OH MY FEELINGS WAH WAH MUST TELL

So uh, Junior year has been treating me good, I suppose. Doing good in all my classes. The only thing that haunts me, literally, every single day is my eagle project. By God, I will get that son of a bitch done though. eeeeeeeyup, things are pretty fucking normal... almost painfully so but more like blissfully mundane. I love hanging out with my friends bringing the boys to the yard and fragging n00bs, and I love spending time with megan. I love playing soccer games and I love to eat. There's not much to it all at the moment... but don't you dare bring up a job. That would bring the delicate time balance of all of this crashing down to the ground, unless the job was incredibly flexible.

Man, I forgot to mention my intarweb friends in that last paragraph! I enjoy being laughed at on IRC still, and I still want to do stuff with N-Philes... but having no money severely puts a damper on that. I should step it up though. Also, I plan on winning enough money in a fishing tournament next weekend to buy a Nintendo DS w00ty w00t. I'm sure if you know me you'd know that by now though.

I got Megan to weed my entire town clean of 10 months of collective weeds in Animal Crossing; she's so awesome. Insert joke about lol woman doing her job of cleaning up and etc bake pies lol. Man, why the hell am I writing this blog entry. Make me do one when things are shitty and I feel sad.

COol flaming LiPS

:: Floydthebarber 10/13/2004 11:30:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Man, been a while since I put an actual effort into this blog. I was thinking about it but then Megan and I started talking about deeply moving matters so I'm sort of pulled astray from my original "OMZ LOWTAX SA HILARIOUS@"! post.



yeah the JLC concert fucking rocked i'll write about it later bye!

:: Floydthebarber 9/16/2004 08:57:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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LOL i'll update this this weekend. Isn't it odd how we all updated the most while in school last year and stopped this summer. And now school has started yet I don't see too much blogging. K i'll talk later bye

:: Floydthebarber 9/09/2004 09:42:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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For those of you without somethingawful accounts, I have pasted my Philmont post from there here:

For those of you who don't know, Philmont is a 137,000 acre scout ranch in northern New Mexico. Thousands
of boys (and quite a few girls) along with adult leaders go there each year to hike around in what could be
one of the most beautiful places on earth (and certainly the most beautiful I've ever experienced).

My crew spent July 29th - August 8th on the trail doing things like hiking (durr), black powder rifle
shooting, tomahawk throwing, branding, checking out old gold mining towns and mills, and of course enjoying
the view. We hiked an estimated 80 miles, including all 12,441 feet of Mount Baldy.

I've done enough babbling, so here are some of the best pictures resized down to 800 x 600.

Enjoy!

http://img21.exs.cx/img21/9223/philmont358.jpg probably my favorite/nerdiest pre-trek photograph. <3 Mario Kart.

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/7955/philmont002.jpg a pretty little shot of the moon right before dawn

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/5293/philmont004.jpg in two days i'm on top of that mountain. muah ha.

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/5846/philmont009.jpg each staff camp has an adorable kitten or two that enjoys the flesh of chipmunks

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/4389/philmont010.jpg the trail up to our campsite near Baldy Town Camp

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/1410/philmont018.jpg a bit cloudy when we first got up, but you'll see it cleared up.

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/7151/philmont036.jpg who knows what the hell someone was thinking...

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/2822/philmont037.jpg beautiful view from atop Mount Baldy

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/2307/philmont038.jpg more sexiness

http://img9.exs.cx/img9/2926/philmont060.jpg I'd say it's a great viewpoint.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/373/philmont065.jpg it's amazing how the only thing to grow atop the mountain is a beautiful little flower...

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/2765/philmont073.jpg the steep as HELL decline/slide down shale rocks.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/2085/philmont092.jpg sneakin' up on some wild turkeys

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/4361/philmont101.jpg a stunning shot of some wildflowers i'm quite proud of.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/1821/philmont103.jpg the endangered horned lizard of NM

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/8759/philmont107.jpg wildfires in 2002 burned 98,000 acres of NM land, 28,000 of which was
on philmont property. Now the wildflowers are pushing through and the whole area looks amazing. I hiked Philmont in 2002
and my trek was actually diverted due to the fires.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/6176/philmont117.jpg the philmont staff out in the wilderness camps get a bit lonely...

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/8025/philmont121.jpg and that's spar pole climbin'!

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/718/philmont128.jpg a great view of Baldy from Wilson's Mesa

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/6382/philmont129.jpg we hiked up to this camp (Rich Cabins) and saw the flag at half mast.
We'd been isolated from society for around a week and I had crazy thoughts in my mind of the President or Michael Jackson
or Rick James dying. Luckily it was just "some New Mexican guy" according to the staff. RIP Rick James ;_;

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/8885/philmont136.jpg a pretty Bull Thistle. A guy once got lost and lived off of the root of
this plant for a month.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/1826/philmont137.jpg I took this picture because she was knitting and though my girlfriend
would get a kick out of that; now I just appreciate it for comical facial expression value.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/922/philmont142.jpg the only rainbow of the whole trek.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/9859/philmont146.jpg oh man cows rock. I love the dude behind her staring intently.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/7672/philmont152.jpg somehow this little deer mouse crawled under out tent and when we awoke the next morning,
he was smashed to death right beneath where my friend Philip had his head. No wonder he was complaining about the rocky ground...

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/1896/philmont166.jpg cool picture of a cloud forming after rain in the trees.

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/6459/philmont188.jpg we thought we heard a bear, but it was just a bird flapping beneath the brush (we think...)

http://img26.exs.cx/img26/8563/philmont191.jpg nice sign inside the cantina

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/3021/philmont197.jpg earlier that day that was a 4' gap with a little foot bridge. the river
swelled to around 35' across and the bridge became dunked by 4' of water.

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/9810/philmont205.jpg it really brings the sign together.

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/2687/philmont225.jpg Inside the Villa Philmonte at base camp. They called this a "descency blanket"
or something along those lines so that women wouldn't show their ankles as they went up the stairs...ooo...

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/2604/philmont229.jpg the coolest picture ever taken. a 137 year old indian! notice how nothing but
cartilage continues to grow in old age, so he has huge ears and a gigantic nose.

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/7825/philmont252.jpg some kickass clouds from basecamp.

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/9973/philmont253.jpg sun setting behind the ridge, looks aflame. cool stuff.

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/1125/philmont326.jpg sup mule deer

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/3813/philmont287.jpg a hilarious wood carving of jesus i saw in the hotel

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/2682/philmont289.jpg angelfire vietnam memorial

http://img5.exs.cx/img5/5917/philmont318.jpg a little holiday celebration at harlan, the shotgun camp.

http://img59.exs.cx/img59/4987/philmont351.jpg the sandia peak cable ride

http://img59.exs.cx/img59/155/philmont354.jpg this looks straight outta lord of the rings.

http://img59.exs.cx/img59/2007/philmont360.jpg this AWESOME kid was climbing around downtown Taos like spiderman \m/

http://img59.exs.cx/img59/1756/philmont366.jpg a bunch of hawks (or maybe eagles?) flying around Bandalier national park


And that's it! I hope you all have enjoyed these pics. It'd be great to hear about some experiences from fellow philmont hikers in this thread too!





So uh yeah, Philmont! Sorry, I don't really feel like blogging. I don't feel like elaborating on my classes and teachers except to say that overall everything is swell and nice and enjoyable. Oh and I still love megan and I'm still a dork. Bye!

:: Floydthebarber 8/19/2004 03:03:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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And off I go!









I'll be back august 9th. Maybe Megan can come with my parents to pick us up at the airport. I love you all and can't wait until I can see you all again!





But especially my Megan. A very special happy sweet 16th birthday to her. I send my complete love. I love you Megan.

:: Floydthebarber 7/24/2004 11:23:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Well I'm rocking out to Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robot (by the way I'd LOVE LOVE LOVE to have the special edition CD + DVD audio 5.1 and b-sides and everything glorius under the sun remix for my birthday megan!) and I got my schedule reworked today in school. I'll put it here instead of in my profile because I am too proud of the current quote in there. I am ecstatic about my schedule!

First Semester
English III honors - Mrs. Lobasso (A wonderful teacher and person!)
French III honors - Mrs. Cross (OMG STEPHEN AND I PWNING FRENCH ONCE AGAIN YAY)
Theatre Arts I - Ms. (Mrs?) Loots (dunno who that is but woohoo acting)
AP US History - Mr. Schafer (Mr. Schafer is the coolest man ever and I think I'll have several friends in this class)

Second Semester
AP Environmental Science - Mrs. Cobb (Hooray for AP credit)
Pre-Calculus honors - Mr. Zappia (I've heard awesome things about this guy, i'm so excited I have him instead of Mrs. Rudd!)
US History honors - Mr. Schafer (continue the pwning of Schafer)
Computer Science III/IV - Mrs. Hill (nerd shit to finish off the day yessss!)

So there you have it. That Schedule fucking rocks. If I get lunch with a few people I know It'll be the best year evar. Also if I do perfect that's a 5.0 GPA Hee haw bye!

:: Floydthebarber 7/19/2004 05:02:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Well, I've told my story to pretty much any willing ear today, but I suppose I'll splash out a few thoughts here into my blog.

Today I drove around. A lot. First I dressed all spiffy and cruised on over to Intrex Computers where I took a 40 question nerd quiz to see just how much I know about computers. This thing would definitely filter out any computer-illiterate bozo applying for a job. I'd say out of the fourty questions I only had to guess on five, and even those were very educated guesses. I feel confident! I'll know if they are taking my application more seriously or if i'm hired within a week they say. Hee haw!

Next I went over to Bond Park at 3 to meet up with a fellow by the name of Neil, and I think I've actually found the perfect eagle project! There's a 25' trail leading from a parking lot to a road and on the other side of the road is the playground. Lots of little kids cross this trail to get to the playground with their parents. Therein lies the problem; the trail is eroding away! the 10 or so timbers there are old and water is just sloshing over them, and at the bottom right at the road the steps are flooded by the drainage on the side of the road. I'd like to build a little 6' footbridge leading from the road to the trail, and then put in new timbers, remulch the trail, make sure the water path is down the side, and take out one or two tiny trees. Good stuff, indeed! I'm going to go back this week with my dad to come up with a preliminary drawing and stuff, then I can start working with Mr. Stallings. Speaking of my father...

He went to Wake Med today. He's okay, he just started feeling dizzy and had a high pulse rate so his coworkers took him in as a precaution, and I'm glad. Most importantly, his heart is okay which is what I was worried about the most. He didn't spend much time in the heat today getting exhausted, and there's no peaks of stress or anything in his life... they're running blood tests to see what it could be. They think it's a tick bite perhaps? Anyways, mom is (apparently) spending the night at the hospital with him (it's 12:23 if she isn't here now I doubt she will be) so I am here holding down the fort and making sure alex goes to bed and wakes up at 5:30 for school. OH, and i helped break up a fight between Tommy and Alex. Tommy had his pants down to his ankles and a light up jester hat on along with a foam #1 finger on his hand, and Alex donned a yarmulka and Pink Panther hand puppet. Both of them were "dancing" to Tips, by the way. All of this while subjecting Megan over the phone to the breaking up of chaos that ensued. Oh how fun my house is!

Ryan T got back from New York today, so I'm going over to party hard at his house tomorrow once we get the car situation fixed up. Oh yes, the car situation. It looks like my parents want to donate the van somewhere to get a tax write off, then spend a few grand fixing up the pontiac and letting me drive that. I have almost no complaints to that! It's fine if it's just me driving it around. Most of my friends can't ride in a car without airbags or 3 point seatbelts though (including Megan) so I'll have to use the Escape sometimes or find a way to fund another car. The other thing about the pontiac is that it sucks gas, and premium gas at that. I'm not doing much heavy driving so it shouldn't be too bad of a problem, but it'll be noticable if i'm driving it everyday. So that might mean riding the bus to school. That's really okay with me though since I'm a cheapass penny pincher and would probably end up riding the bus anyways to save on gas money and a $120 parking pass or risking parking at Barnes and Noble.

My isn't this a lengthy blog update! I'll end it with a wonderous conversation about Suspenders with Alisha:

mr mOo237: <3 little kids
mr mOo237: even if they do whine a lot
animofractus01: i know, me too
mr mOo237: you know what else i <3?
animofractus01: she was precious, her name was katie, the cutest little personality you'll ever see
mr mOo237: this is random, brace yourself.
animofractus01: you <3 megan!
mr mOo237: well yes
mr mOo237: but suspenders
animofractus01: haha okay what else
animofractus01: no kiddin
mr mOo237: i found my dad's old suspenders in the workshop
mr mOo237: and i've been wearing them
mr mOo237: so fun!
mr mOo237: you girls really are missing out
mr mOo237: things change when you're in suspenders
animofractus01: hahaha
animofractus01: nah, they're rockin
mr mOo237: you see the world differently
animofractus01: do tell!
mr mOo237: i walk with more confidence, and I feel more like a man's man if you know what i mean
mr mOo237: i like to put my thumbs under them and rock back and forth in thought or satisfaction
mr mOo237: they are quite possibly the most versatile piece of men's clothing accessory
mr mOo237: wow that was the most ridiculous rant ever
mr mOo237: i'm sorry for putting you through it
animofractus01: no dude
animofractus01: that was awesome
animofractus01: thank you
animofractus01: i appreciate it
animofractus01: there is hope for the world!
mr mOo237: hahaha

:: Floydthebarber 7/13/2004 12:12:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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okay, i'm too fucking lazy to finish that survey. the second half is pretty boring anyways. It's really fucking hot in here with david's, phil's, and my PC all running and whatnot. hooray for fun! huge party friday at my house err huge LAN party how much fun! then next week ryan T will do something fun! Must think of birthday present for Megan email me suggestions okay bye!



One day I'll make another post on there that is nice and memorable. Like your mother lololol

:: Floydthebarber 7/08/2004 02:04:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Okay well I never do these stupid things, but It's only 3:20 and I don't quite feel like sleeping yet SO... (oh thanks to Jen for letting me steelos this) Hopefully after I'm done with this I'll have the survey itch out of my system for another year.

1. Name: James (that was easy only having to backspace two letters)
2. Birthday: Thursday July 23rd 1987
3. Age: Do the math ya moran
4. Hair Color: dirty blondish
5. Eye Color: hazel green
6. Nationality: American? British, Europeish, Germanish.
7. Sex: yes pls LOL INTERNET JOKES!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111
8. Height: 5'8" or 9"
9. Weight: a paltry 135 140 when loaded with taquitos and dew
10. Where were you born?: Rex Hospital Raleigh NC
11. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be? uh probably Jamie since I tend to get that a lot anyways

Family

12. Brothers or Sisters?: two younger brothers
13. How many?: durrr two
14. Names?: Tommy and Alex
15. Who's your favorite?: Hey I can't answer that
16. Who's your least favorite?: ^^^^
17. If you're an only child...do you want any brothers or sisters?: n/a
18. Parents/Guardians name?: Ben and Megan
19. Who's your favorite?: Each of them definitely have different loveable qualities
20. Do you like your family?: I'm incredibly thankful I actually do
21. If you could, who's parents would you have?(out of your friends): oh man... ryan H's dad seems to know lots of cool stuff, Nathan's dad too... I have no idea.
22. If you could, who's brothers/sisters would you have?(same): fuck if i know

Friends/Enemies

23. Best friend(s)?: Nathan, Megan, April, Christina.
24. What do you have in common with them(or he/she)?: Nathan: love of basically all cool things evar and lots of shared experiences. April: the person I can ask questions and listen to on the most emotional, closest level of anybody ever. She's so honest and loveable. Christina: We can relate on a lot of things and there just seems to be this deeper connection between our personalities I can't really explain. Megan: the one person on this earth I truly feel I could spend every day with for the rest of my life and not grow tired of her in the least. We have just enough in common to love each other to death but enough differences to actually sustain a relationship. love love.
25. What do you like to do with them?: el oh el three of them are girls but don't get any ideas. nathan and I rock it up in video games mostly. haha actually megan and i enjoy playing games too, or watching movies or spending hours holding each other close and talking for hours. april and I will do whatever we can whenever that is, and i love laughing with christina.
26. Most trustworthy: probably nathan. I don't think he's ever really broken any sort of promise now that i think about it.
27. Funniest: ryan tedrick nate and phil
28. Dumbest: i'll say phil can act the dumbest, but he's actually quite keen on things so it'd be unfair to call him the dumbest. his comedy is the dumbest we'll say hehe
29. Smartest: I guess that would be Chris Lynch for the longest time. Probably Ryan H, that boy can solve anything evar. Oh and Stephen Semcho in french
30. Best Laugh: Christina and her hand-wavey thing gets me every time, so ridiculous
31. Best Smile: Megan
32. Best Eyes: Megan
33. Funnest to be with: You mean most fun, you illiterate grammar clod? Megan or ryan t
34. If you woke up one morning and one of your legs were gone...who would you call first?: probably God in a very loud, shrill, angry tone.
35. Who's the person you talk to most on the phone?: I barely talk on the phone, but it's definitely megan nowadays
36. Do you have any friends that you have never seen?: All of my intarweb friends. at least 30. E3 2006 baby!!
37. Who do you see the most?: Megan, then Anna, Stephen, and SB at school. Oh and Phil and Nate at school.
38. Who have you known the longest?: Taylor Morrison (not a friend anymore) and Megan (funny how that works out)
39. Who's your worst enemy?: uhhh my inner struggles between what I know is right and the issues I drive between myself frequently. Nevermind I don't think that made any sense...
40. What don't you like about them?: This is too confusing to answer at 3:30 am
41. Was he/she your friend before?: la;sldkfjasf
42. Are they a dumbass?: asd;fjasdf
43. Did they do something to you, or do you just not like them cause of their stupidity?: whatever

Love Life

44. Do you have a crush?: LOL KEKEKEKE CRUSH KAWAII ^_^;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; no, I don't have a "crush"
45. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes, I do have a girlfriend.
46. What is their name?: If you read this you know. Megan (best middle name evar: Lianne)
47. How long have you liked them?: Well I remember trying to woo her during naptime in kindergarten or first grade, then there was a little fiasco in late 2001 and we've been steady since valentines 2003 :D
48. How long have you been going out?: uh 1 year, 4 months, 2 weeks, 1 day, 12 hoursish
49. Are you really in to them? or Are you just eh?: LOL VERY INTO HER
50. What do you like about them?: her deep-down purity and how much she's helped me grow as a person. oh, and i can spend hours with her and they won't feel wasted :D
51. Do you think you'll last?: I catch myself sometimes doing gay things like imagining our wedding, children's names, etc. You decide.
52. (for crushes ) Do you think they like you?: KEKEKEKE
53. Do you think you'll ever go out?: KEKEK AI HOPE SO!!11
54. Have you gone out in the past?: We did, yeah. Sort of.

Favorites

55. Color: green
56. Food: pocky, taquitos, mac and cheese, chow mein noodles, lots of nasty shit...
57. Music Genre: Rock, though that's not a fair assesment. Almost anything seriously
58. Band: of all time? Arg okay I'll have to say Pink Floyd
59. Solo Artist: does MC Hawking count lolz? um at the moment it's christopher o' reiley. I can't think of too many literal SOLO acts at the moment heh.
60. Number: it follows my idols... used to be 27 now it looks to be 42 for a while now
61. Letter: durr W because it's so confusing!
62. Word: i've caught myself saying "let's see" online a lot. I don't know.
63. Swear Word: I think I patented the phrase "fucking hell", I often find myself yelling this. Of all the curse words to use frequently this is a pretty bad combo, eh? I actually scared megan while watching Jurrasic Park today and she hit me real hard and yelled 'FUCKING HELL JAMES' and it reminded me of how she must have picked that up from me. Such a bad influence, I am.
64. Song: changes every few seconds
65. Day of the week: Friday
67. Month: November or December
68. Year: I dunno... this one's faring quite well. 1998?
69. Age you were: Learning all kinds of stuff at 15 was fun.
70. Season: depths of winter. an excuse to be a recluse like my nerd-instincts tell me. i'm a rhymin' machine watch out!
71. Fruit: Cantaloupe? Apples? I love lots of fruit!
72. Veggie: French cut green beans mmmmm
73. Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough with sprinkles and caramel mmm god
74. Movie: haha god I can't decide. It used to be UHF
75. Junk Food: Everything I eat is god damn junk food. Probably pocky or barbecue flavored potato chips or OH MAN JELLY BEANS!
76. Cartoon: Probably Harvey Birdman: Attorney at Law
77. T.V Show: I don't watch too much TV, I dunno. MXC?
78. Reality Show: Fuck em'
79. Celebrity(including musicians and actors/actresses): It'd be an injustice to decide between them

Okay, this thing is fucking long as hell. I'll do the second half tomorrow or whenever.

:: Floydthebarber 6/29/2004 03:13:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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sitting here at david's with not much to do... actually there's plenty i could be doing but I feel pretty bored right now. Emulators, UT2004, Thief, all kinds of things. What a lazy person I am! Megan supposedly called tonight and I wasn't there. Hopefully i'll be home tomorrow night.

You don't need a safety anyways, just fire the fucker! Ryan's trying to find suitable images to photoshop together kevin holding up a gun and various scared/retarded people. OH MY HOW CAN THAT ROTUND DEFENDER HOLD UP THAT VEHICLE???? David's lava lamp is real shitty unless you give it 4 hours to warm up. Note to self: the milkshake machine brought a hilarious noise along with the boys to the yard. Almost as hilarious as the can of chunky souuuuuup! Good thing Nate decided to skip out and play his fucking FFXI... what a douche. Everyone is trying to get to the bar the name of the bar the bar is called heaven. the band in heaven they play my favorite song play it one more time play it all night long ohh heaven heaven is a place a place where nothing nothing ever happens lolz a perfect world would be pretty ROBOT PARADE LOLZ

wave the flags that the robots made. it's a brouhaha

THERE GOES A ROBOT WITH ELECTRIC BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: Floydthebarber 6/20/2004 02:56:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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what's up with all this getting to sleep late buisness lately? Missing her? Off balance chemicals? Partying hard? Who knows.

:: Floydthebarber 6/18/2004 04:57:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Allow me to rant for a short time. What the fuck is "artsy" or "artistic" supposed to mean when describing people or things? Anything can be artistic so I fail to see the point in this adjective. Is it supposed to stereotype people? If so that doesn't make any sense because I would think (and this is just me) that if you really are an artist the last thing you do is fit into any stereotype or mold. How ridiculous. End rant.

:: Floydthebarber 6/15/2004 02:10:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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tee hee, it's 4:20. sleep maybe? lolz too much bawls! how rhyming James is today!

:: Floydthebarber 6/05/2004 04:19:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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No blog updates because i'm lazy and not in the mood to share such happiness with the entire intarweb. good bye, I shall post more later!

:: Floydthebarber 6/03/2004 11:53:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I guess I should go to sleep now, huh?

:: Floydthebarber 5/22/2004 04:14:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Conversation between James and Ryan H's girlfriend, Cindy. I have nothing against her, I swear...


mr mOo237: your boyfriend is a god damn sleepy pussy
mr mOo237: he left at like 8 :-(
CINDYrella729: im not complaining
mr mOo237: he used to be hardcore
CINDYrella729: maybe its cuz this last week has been the most stressful for our school
mr mOo237: ryan: "as in, pornography"
mr mOo237: maybe
CINDYrella729: you hav no idea
CINDYrella729: (what enloes like)
CINDYrella729: ahah not about the pornography
mr mOo237: I guess you're right.
mr mOo237: since high school experiences are so VASTLY different
CINDYrella729: our high school is better than urs
mr mOo237: but yeah, I'm sure his week has been harder than mine
mr mOo237: okay you condescending bitch, calm down.
CINDYrella729: im playin
CINDYrella729: daang, whats with you
mr mOo237: good
CINDYrella729: u are in a bitchy moood
mr mOo237: YOU TRASH TALKING CARY HIGH!?!?
CINDYrella729: im not gonna bother with you
mr mOo237: well... I'm sorry our high schools aren't smart enough for you and ryan
CINDYrella729: dont be, its ur loss
mr mOo237: I'm sure...
CINDYrella729: ha ha, im sorry its all in fun
CINDYrella729: ur so diff from how i first talked to u
mr mOo237: Ah-HA!
CINDYrella729: i imagined you like, nice.
mr mOo237: I talk different all the time
CINDYrella729: *shrug* wutever
mr mOo237: I'm a pretty nice guy, normally
CINDYrella729: first impressions always lie
mr mOo237: just not when people talk down like that
CINDYrella729: ... u read ur first line to me?
mr mOo237: Let me find it.
mr mOo237: mr mOo237 (10:49:32 PM): hello cindy, it's me James
mr mOo237 (10:49:36 PM): ryan's friend
CINDYrella729 (10:49:38 PM): haha hey
CINDYrella729 (10:49:41 PM): ive heard a lot about you
CINDYrella729: i might this evening
CINDYrella729: meant*
CINDYrella729: that was weird
CINDYrella729: our first convo was so much nicer...
CINDYrella729: u def took me by surprise with all ur trash talk with ryan was over
mr mOo237: hey hey now, I didn't start the whole "bring it" thing with the schools
CINDYrella729: ... i was kidding
CINDYrella729: wheres ur humor.
mr mOo237: right alongside yours
CINDYrella729: jus cuz our school is 42nd in the nation
mr mOo237: omfg
CINDYrella729: i am kidding omg
mr mOo237: you have NO IDEA how cool it is to be FOURTY SEOND
mr mOo237: *SECOND
CINDYrella729: of all highschools?
mr mOo237: you know, the life, universe, and everything
mr mOo237: 42 is the answer to LUE
mr mOo237: you should read the Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy
CINDYrella729: no thanks
CINDYrella729: (whos condescending now, bitch)
mr mOo237: suit yourself
CINDYrella729: i am
CINDYrella729: i dun wana put up with u this time at night
CINDYrella729: later
CINDYrella729 signed off at 11:41:16 PM.
mr mOo237: I have no idea how anything in that was condescendifansdfl;kajsdf
Previous message was not received by CINDYrella729 because of error: User CINDYrella729 is not available.

mr mOo237: yeah, when i'm fourty second I don't have TIME to read

**okay, now i'm confused. what does she mean by "whos condescending now, bitch?"? Is she talking about me? If so, I only offered her a book suggestion related to what she just told me, and it would be an insult to herself to say that books are too heady and abover her to comprehend. Either that or she's talking about herself being condescending to me, in which case that still makes absolutely no sense since she just said "no thanks". I don't really have anything against cindy, but what am I supposed to do when somebody comes at me blabbering about how much harder and better their school is? She deserved a reality check, and I was happy to oblige. hee haw!

:: Floydthebarber 5/21/2004 11:42:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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It's just now dawning on me how much I am going to miss being with megan this summer. harry potter, then her beach trip, then my beach trip, then her new york trip, then her week at the librarian thing (if i see her that week, it will be for just a bit in the evening), then my philmont trip... something tells me I'll spend quite a few lonely days without her. Pout, pout.

:: Floydthebarber 5/19/2004 05:00:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Holy crap. I just watched Kill Bill Volume 2. This is such an indescribably intense and awesome movie, I can't even begin to explain. It's definitely something I feel personally obligated to share with every movie loving individual I know. That is all.

:: Floydthebarber 5/17/2004 06:10:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Uh oh, its one of those posts. The ones where I hold little regard for the reader, and moreso for myself and my personal venting needs. Here's the monumental decision though: should I listen to calming Miles Davis jazz music whilst writing this, or bust out my Metallica? Perhaps I shall just leave whoever reads this guessing.

There's this pretty girl named Amanda who sits with us at lunch. By us, I think I mean the other side of anna, the girls/"normal" people side, and phil, nate, adam, and myself sitting sort of near her. anyways. From what I know she used to be quite the devout christian until one day she dropped all her beliefs to become an atheist. whatever. As I'm sure some people know the only people who truly make me sad, and even frustrated (in my mind, at least), are atheists. I don't mind if somebody doesn't restrict themselves to a particular religion, but I find the thought of rejecting the existance of a higher being repulsive to even consider. It doesn't make any sense; I've never met or read anything from an atheist that turned their opinions and beliefs into anything other than a good deal of rubbish. The only thing I see atheists do is attempt to undermine other people's beliefs. Flatly denying the existance of a God cuts you off from both the logical and theological elements of our world, leaving you with nothing. Quite sad. Mosts atheists I meet don't seem to even fit the true doctorine of an atheist, thankfully. Most of the time, the people i've met, they just seem mad and rebelious towards their previous religious experiences, and are in the process of rejecting their old self in order to find their new self; unfortunately, sometimes they end up rejecting a bit too much. Yeah, Yeah we know, you're finding the real you and don't need religion and teen angst and finding yourself and etc. Go for it. I'll stand back confused and sad. Anyways, I'm rambling, aren't I?

Amanda keeps a public blog for everybody in the world to see. She seems to think that we are to be penalized for reading things on her site that she offers for free. That's not the point though, the point of this is to counter her immature and incorrect slanderous remarks so that a) the record is straight and b) I feel better.

James i dont know his last name..he's not that important..he's a fucking moron. I should have known he was after i met his moronic brother whos only different trait is that you can look at him without puking and consequently he screws a lot of easy whores.

She thinks that I am a moron because she thinks my brother is one? Oh I forgot, all of us act just like our siblings! In tommy's defence, he's no more of a moron than myself, so I don't know what the hell Amanda is talking about. Also, who gives a shit how pretty somebody else looks. Somebody who is insecure with themselves, right?

So, Amanda finds my blog via Anna's, and finds this passage worth noting in her own blog by quotation:

"Okay, so last night I had this dream where I went to www.thinkgeek.com and signed into my account, only to notice that there was more information there than normal; there was this section that displayed the date, location, and charge of a bunch of arrests of my mom for smoking marijuana in 1974 which made me very confused later as to why I would dream of something like that until I realized I love the 70s, its 4-20, and I'm an insane guy who revels in the fact that he can create ridiculously long sentences while still maintaining a near-perfect level of technically grammatical prowess and correction- something many people, young and old, have a difficult time coming to grips to."

Just another one of my crazy dream related posts, I've had them before and if anything people have welcomed them for their insanity, and I have welcomed them for their inspiration in my writing. Poor amanda, she didn't like my post though!

..first of all i would like to congragulate you on your successful completion of the orange vocabulary book since it seems that this contains the extent of your vocabulary (hence the "revels" and "prowess", the only two big words in the entire moronic run-on). go public education.

She can feel free to check with any of my close friends, as I am sure if she inquires they will inform her of how I use words like "revel" and "prowess" all the god damn time, and not because an orange vocabulary book taught them to me. So I happen to enjoy vocabulary on a level that more closely matches what I'm trying to say, what's so bad about that? Not a god damn thing, if she hadn't received one of those orange books as well, she wouldn't have ever even heard of such "advanced" vocabulary. I teach vocabulary to my own damn self- her qualms with public education don't fit in with my own education.

second of all can you grammatically critique this: YOU'RE A FUCKING MORON.

Oh-ho! There it is, the clencher. The well-placed, articulated insult set to make me quiver in my seat and throw my hands up, yelling "well, that's it! You're right!" Why must she be so bitter to me? What did I do to her? I never posted insulting crap about her in my blog before. Hell, I never even said insulting stuff about her in person at lunch whenever I see her. I've always been nice. The fact that she has never even hinted at these feelings of hatred towards me in person shows how cowardly and insecure she is about her own personal opinions and beliefs. She sounds so much more superior by yelling indirect insults towards me from her blog! Here's the grand finale:

if theres one thing thats worse than a moron its a moron who thinks he's smart. if theres one thing thats worse than a moron who thinks he's smart it's a moron who thinks he's smart and continually professes his false belief and love of himself.

I am so sorry that I act so smart when I'm really not. I'll try to stoop down to a more fitting moronic level, you know, a level she seems quite accustomed to. I doubt she could ever provide one instance where I profess my "false" intelligence to others all the time. I'm not one to go around flaunting test scores or anything because there's plenty of other things wrong with me. It must be my fault that I'm content in loving myself... it seems somebody here sure is not! Before somebody can go around bitching about other people's lives, they need to get their own damn lives mostly straightened out first, and Amanda hasn't. She can get the hell off of my case, I never did anything to her except be nice. What is wrong with people these days? It doesn't matter, I'll still be just as nice to her as I was before.

:: Floydthebarber 5/13/2004 09:26:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Oh one more thing. I'll move all of the angelfire pictures to my personal web space (500 megabytes!) this week since angelfire seems to be fuxed. If any of you want stuff hosted for your sites just let me know and I'll hook you up with FTP access :D

:: Floydthebarber 5/09/2004 09:01:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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E3 is this week. Hell yeah! New www.n-philes.com layout this week. Hell yeah! My review shall be posted this week once the backend of the site comes back up. Hell yeah! I'm going to see the chorus and the band do this Meymandi thing tomorrow. Hell yeah! Everything is awesome.

:: Floydthebarber 5/09/2004 08:57:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Well, I'm back. Four days of awesomeness at the beach, and I'm back. It has been a while since I've done this blogging gig, hasn't it? I'll just go ahead and get the obligatory "omg I'm so glad to have seen Megan today after being away for so long" comment out of the way since nobody seems to care about that stuff except her and I. So: omg I'm so glad to have seen Megan today after being away for so long. I honestly didn't think I would get to see her, so the few hours we shared tonight were great therapy for me. I'm a bit worried about certain circumstances, but nobody else except her and I should be; everything is just fine. This coming weekend will be the first one I'll spend with her in the last month or so. This weekday/sunday buisness really gets annoying. Somebody donate James and Megan more time together plskthx.

I have quite an abundance of chest hair. What's up with that? I hope none of you mind.

I feel distant from the kidney, which would make sense seeing as how I haven't seen any of those friends for at least a month. Why don't I care more? I suppose that would be because I'm too preoccupied with squeezing any time out with Megan that the kidney sort of takes second priority. Hell, I need to spend more time h4x0ring with Nate, Phil, Ryan, Ryan, David, and the likes. I'm very very VERY excited about June 2nd, aka April and James day! If I think too much about it I might start to cry in anticipation.

I guess I'll go back to school, its time I did that, right? Besides, there are supposedly new PCs in the Computer Science room. Bitch of a teacher didn't save me one of the old monitors though, I don't think.

Time to listen to the pixies and go to bed. If you want to hear more about my life, please instant message me. I'm lonely sort of.

How long has it been? Let's see.. 14 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, 6 hours, some odd minutes, some odd seconds. Beautiful.

:: Floydthebarber 5/02/2004 09:19:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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mr mOo237: so here's my studio64 moment
mr mOo237: [22:07:48] today our soccer team of 16-17 year olds scrimmaged alongside these 14 year old girls and i jumped for the ball and headed it while simultaneously grinding my privates into this girl's back \m/
[22:08:11] I think I scarred her for life
[22:09:17] Is your penis sharp?
[22:09:24] zing
The Uber Baka: hahahahaha
mr mOo237: they were hot for 13-14 year olds
mr mOo237: :-[
The Uber Baka: lol. poor floyd
mr mOo237: is it sad that the first thing I think of when picturing them is "way too tight"?
The Uber Baka: uhm
The Uber Baka: yeah, probably haha
mr mOo237: poor floyd indeed then
mr mOo237: lollers the thought never REAAAAAAALLY crossed my mind
The Uber Baka: WELL OF COURSE NOT
mr mOo237: it was more like "that poor girl just got mah nuts all over her sorry"
mr mOo237: then I kept playing
mr mOo237: time to end this conversation
mr mOo237: heh
The Uber Baka: haha
The Uber Baka: yeah, might be a good idea
The Uber Baka: I MIGHT BE GETTING A LITTLE TOO TURNED ON
The Uber Baka: or not
mr mOo237: hahaha
mr mOo237: what with all the budding teenagers and their beautiful, new, gently protruding breasts.....mmmm...
The Uber Baka: I have no idea dude
The Uber Baka: lol
mr mOo237: suuuuuuuure
The Uber Baka: so how about those supple bosoms eh?
***********END TRANSMISSION ABORT ABORT*************************



HOORAY FOR INTERNET FRIENDS!!!111

:: Floydthebarber 4/20/2004 10:23:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Okay, so last night I had this dream where I went to www.thinkgeek.com and signed into my account, only to notice that there was more information there than normal; there was this section that displayed the date, location, and charge of a bunch of arrests of my mom for smoking marijuana in 1974 which made me very confused later as to why I would dream of something like that until I realized I love the 70s, its 4-20, and I'm an insane guy who revels in the fact that he can create ridiculously long sentences while still maintaining a near-perfect level of technically grammatical prowess and correction- something many people, young and old, have a difficult time coming to grips to.

:: Floydthebarber 4/20/2004 07:27:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Not much can be said that hasn't been played through hundreds of times already through my mind; the accident that killed two students and has permanently scarred the third has left me in a deep state of thought, even though I didn't personally know the two who died. I haven't spoken to Katie in almost two years, but she's always been the sweetest girl... my first crush and obsession in elementary school and as time wore on a more distant source of perkyness during the school day. The entire situation lies more distant from me than others, but perhaps I should be grateful in a way for that. From what I can gather, both the truck and the car had green lights, but as we all should know with green on a left turn you should yield in places like that... or at the very least watch where you're going... I don't to place any blame directly upon anybody at this point, especially Katie; I'm sure she'll do plenty of that to herself, and the law will have its way... such a terrible thing.

I'm fairly convinced that Megan's parents will have a change of heart and not let me drive her around, but we'll see. My parents wouldn't do anything like that though. I think I need to redirect these thoughts I'm having towards the friends whom I owe it to to keep up with them. My life would become real miserable real fast if I didn't get that last chance to speak with my Christinas or say that final I love you to my Aprils... you all are not forgotten in the least.

It's 12:15 and I have school tomorrow... sleep is the operative word in this sentence. God bless. (And while I'm thinking about it, I hope Dave comes to grips with God and how he relates to situations like this unfolding... it doesn't make any sense for God to prevent such catastrophic occurances, because he would be breaking all of the foundations of life and the universe that we all, for better or worse, appreciate so dear. Free will, Dave... Anna seems to have come to grips rather well with this "questioning God's actions or lack thereof" dilemma, and I pray Dave does too... I pray for that kid whenever I can. Who knows if one day he or any of us decides to go driving on a similar disasterous path.)

:: Floydthebarber 4/15/2004 12:05:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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np: {Warren Zevon - Keep Me In Your Heart} Album:{The Wind-RETAIL} [03:28m/192Kbps/44KHz/4.76Mb]

*sniff* this is still an absolutely beautiful song. Perhaps the most moving song I've ever heard. "Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house, maybe you'll think of me and smile..."

:: Floydthebarber 3/30/2004 10:10:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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[22:42:09] sometimes i feel like i'm too good of friends with some people and we end up thinking too much the same
[22:42:10] joedewey042: "....in an essay answer the question: Are all dictatorships bad and all democracies good"?
[22:42:10] joedewey042: okay
[22:42:10] joedewey042: g'night
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: she's so stupid
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: you should humor her
[22:42:10] joedewey042: be like "yes, they are"
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: and say "yes all dictatorships are bad and all democracies are good"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: lolz, i think i might
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: and come up with shitty examples
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: "HITLER WAS BAD"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: "OMFG NAZI GERMANY AND OMFG GREECE WAS TEH PWN"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: AND LIEK TEH USEA
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: "DEMOCRAZY WAS INVENTED BY GREEKS AND THEY WERE GOOD"
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: hahaha
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: great minds think alike, stephen
[22:42:10] joedewey042: or not at all, james
[22:42:38] okay g'night
[22:42:45] * Floydthebarber is now known as Floyd-Sleep[22:42:48] * Floyd-Sleep\ is now known as Floyd-Sleep
[22:42:50] that's nothing
[22:42:55] at least that's like a normal idea
[22:43:02] yeah
[22:43:12] oH!
[22:43:18] i have one thing to share with you
[22:43:29] this one girl and i are on like the exact same wavelength but in a bizarre way
[22:43:30] let's hear it
[22:43:40] i can't think of any specific examples at the moment
[22:43:43] I was talking with megan about something, I don't remember what
[22:44:11] but it somehow got on the topic of me asking her to hop in my low rider and we could go riding
[22:44:32] lol silly Floyd
[22:44:34] you don't have a low rider
[22:44:36] and she said "i have low rider pants you could hop into" and i was like O_O
[22:44:43] whao
[22:44:43] SHYT
[22:44:49] megan made a perverted joke
[22:44:50] hehe
[22:45:00] that's pretty awesome
[22:45:00] haha
[22:45:09] * Floyd-Sleep is proud
[22:45:21] i bet you did go in those pants
[22:45:23] then we went back to watching iron chef
[22:45:23] as well you should be
[22:45:28] nice.
[22:45:29] actually nik I didn't :p
[22:45:30] iron chef = win
[22:45:58] this movie rocks pun intended
[22:46:00] i folded her a peacock out of a dollar bill using my Klutz Buck Book
[22:46:18] dude, Klutz books rule
[22:46:20] make her a dollar ring
[22:46:23] that's the best ever
[22:46:26] I did
[22:46:28] hehe
[22:46:33] i wish I knew how to make those =(
[22:46:41] i made it from memory
[22:46:46] i needed help with the peacock though
[22:46:47] did you do the dime one or just regular?
[22:46:53] just regular
[22:47:05] I didn't feel like finding a dime for the dime-in ring
[22:47:36] ooooookay my story is over good night
[22:47:49] School of Rock is like the best movie ever guys
[22:47:56] 'night
[22:47:57] well yeah
[22:47:59] 'night
[22:48:33] * StrudelNinja was kicked by Floyd-Sleep (hey yeah welcome to uh 6 months ago)

I LOVE IRC HEY I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE THE PROBLEM SO JUST PRETEND ITS A CONVO WITHOUT NAMES JKTHXBYE

:: Floydthebarber 3/28/2004 10:50:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I LOVE IRC ALSO IM TOO LAZY TO CHANGE ALL THOSE things TO MAKE THEM NAMES SO JUST READ IT LIKE A CONVO OR SOMETHING YAY

:: Floydthebarber 3/28/2004 10:41:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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[22:42:09] sometimes i feel like i'm too good of friends with some people and we end up thinking too much the same
[22:42:10] joedewey042: "....in an essay answer the question: Are all dictatorships bad and all democracies good"?
[22:42:10] joedewey042: okay
[22:42:10] joedewey042: g'night
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: she's so stupid
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: you should humor her
[22:42:10] joedewey042: be like "yes, they are"
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: and say "yes all dictatorships are bad and all democracies are good"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: lolz, i think i might
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: and come up with shitty examples
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: "HITLER WAS BAD"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: "OMFG NAZI GERMANY AND OMFG GREECE WAS TEH PWN"
[22:42:10] joedewey042: AND LIEK TEH USEA
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: "DEMOCRAZY WAS INVENTED BY GREEKS AND THEY WERE GOOD"
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: hahaha
[22:42:10] mr mOo237: great minds think alike, stephen
[22:42:10] joedewey042: or not at all, james
[22:42:38] okay g'night
[22:42:45] * Floydthebarber is now known as Floyd-Sleep[22:42:48] * Floyd-Sleep\ is now known as Floyd-Sleep
[22:42:50] that's nothing
[22:42:55] at least that's like a normal idea
[22:43:02] yeah
[22:43:12] oH!
[22:43:18] i have one thing to share with you
[22:43:29] this one girl and i are on like the exact same wavelength but in a bizarre way
[22:43:30] let's hear it
[22:43:40] i can't think of any specific examples at the moment
[22:43:43] I was talking with megan about something, I don't remember what
[22:44:11] but it somehow got on the topic of me asking her to hop in my low rider and we could go riding
[22:44:32] lol silly Floyd
[22:44:34] you don't have a low rider
[22:44:36] and she said "i have low rider pants you could hop into" and i was like O_O
[22:44:43] whao
[22:44:43] SHYT
[22:44:49] megan made a perverted joke
[22:44:50] hehe
[22:45:00] that's pretty awesome
[22:45:00] haha
[22:45:09] * Floyd-Sleep is proud
[22:45:21] i bet you did go in those pants
[22:45:23] then we went back to watching iron chef
[22:45:23] as well you should be
[22:45:28] nice.
[22:45:29] actually nik I didn't :p
[22:45:30] iron chef = win
[22:45:58] this movie rocks pun intended
[22:46:00] i folded her a peacock out of a dollar bill using my Klutz Buck Book
[22:46:18] dude, Klutz books rule
[22:46:20] make her a dollar ring
[22:46:23] that's the best ever
[22:46:26] I did
[22:46:28] hehe
[22:46:33] i wish I knew how to make those =(
[22:46:41] i made it from memory
[22:46:46] i needed help with the peacock though
[22:46:47] did you do the dime one or just regular?
[22:46:53] just regular
[22:47:05] I didn't feel like finding a dime for the dime-in ring
[22:47:36] ooooookay my story is over good night
[22:47:49] School of Rock is like the best movie ever guys
[22:47:56] 'night
[22:47:57] well yeah
[22:47:59] 'night
[22:48:33] * StrudelNinja was kicked by Floyd-Sleep (hey yeah welcome to uh 6 months ago)


I LOVE IRC

:: Floydthebarber 3/28/2004 10:41:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Here's what's going down this upcoming year, and my hypothesis for my Senior year:

Junior:

Honors English III
Honors US History
AP US History
AP Environmental Science
Honors French III
Honors Pre-Calc
Computer Science III/IV
Intro to Theatre-Drama

Senior:

Honors English IV
Honors Adv. Physics
AP Physics
Honors Psychology+
AP Psychology+
AP Calculus AB
AP Calculus BC*

Lessons of the Vietnam War
Honors Advanced Acting+
Creative Writing II+
AP Statistics*

The Junior stuff is practically set in stone, while much of my senior year is up in the air (depending on how confident I feel in math, how well I do in acting, what I want to do with my life, etc). I should dig up my old old blog entry and compare it to what I have now...Tell me what you all think of how over-achieving and/or ridiculously insane I am!

:: Floydthebarber 3/24/2004 11:03:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I still feel completely intoxicated from her presence...God...

:: Floydthebarber 3/19/2004 11:35:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I haven't put anything with actual thought into this for a long time. I feel so many different things about her I'm not sure WHAT to think. What is it inside that makes her so willing to give up when any incling of an opposing view rises up? I know, I know. I can't "work on it" that would be rude. I realize things about myself but am tired of hiding them around her. Then again I hate it when I don't hide them. Maybe hide isn't the correct word, perhaps eliminate? Yes, I'm in the process of subduing them into nonexistance, not just bottling up. Takes time. I need to stop looking at so much negative and realize how there's so much positive it's not even funny. Maybe because there's no need to worry about the positives I focus my efforts elsewhere and thus lose my place. My old handwritten journal is dusty and needs exercise so this doesn't happen. Relationships wouldn't be fun if they didn't have little misalignments would they? What great diction- misalignments. Its les you fucker.

Soft threads between the cracks drift down the air that rings
silent with waves rolling past canals rhythmically
Calling a sanity lacking within you
to purge all the secrets from clattering bodies
and trying so hard will create much more static
be careful she's motorized, don't touch her pieces

Strangers passing in the street
By chance two separate glances meet
And I am you and what I see is me.
And do I take you by the hand
And lead you through the land
And help me understand
The best I can.
And no one calls us to move on
And no one forces down our eyes
No one speaks and no one tries
No one flies around the sun....

:: Floydthebarber 3/18/2004 07:43:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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y helo thar buttsekzolololololol i'm on teh phone with my beautiful girlfriend. she's nice. she smells nice. I like to smell how nice she is. sometimes i wish i could smell that nice. except then i'd be a girl. i finished this blog entry an hour after i got off the phone with megan almost hehe. i love life! and my computer! pics soon aslaslaslaslaslasl

:: Floydthebarber 3/14/2004 08:33:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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well there IS a party at matt's tomorrow which i am invited to, but I am not sure if I will attend. It really depends on when exactally the PC arrives and how strong my addiction to my newfound toy is. I dunno, i'll be up all night with it anyways and saturday too....hehe. Oh and christina broke up with her boyfriend :-/......i'm glad i can be there for her now. I feel useful as a friend to sombody once again!

:: Floydthebarber 3/11/2004 10:07:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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3 6 9 damn good time



PC comes in two days. I love her. School is easy. Hooray for life! *expects a fridge to crush him or to fall out of a car or something equally horrendous*

:: Floydthebarber 3/10/2004 11:02:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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ohhhhhh dear i better not show megan

:: Floydthebarber 3/07/2004 01:13:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Oh-ho, apparently there are blog nazis observing my every move. I must feel compelled to blog! Although I must say, these late-night blogging sessions wear me down. Or maybe it was the fact that today was an awesome day that wore me down. I took two tests and a quiz, yet strangely felt stress-free all day. Good stuff, indeed. Sorry if this entry seems a bit distant, that would be because I'm currently rocking it out in IRC chat with Planetgamecube's radio trivia, wut wut. I've never won in like, over two years or whatever, but who's counting anyways. I mostly just listen to gain more personal knowledge on game music. How nerdy is that?

As nerdy as the fact that my PC ships in like 9 days....ahhhhhhh! so close. I'm currently writing a play in Mrs. Dailey's class starring Syd Barrett, who becomes arrested and is interrogated by a woman named Silia... Syd has the info and he's crazy and it'll be fun. Oh and I need to start my childrens book, oh dear. Of course we must not forget the pedro boot camp boy scout thing going down on sunday along with my soccer game. Waiting from saturday night until wednesdays or even the next friday is so tough with Megan... man. Help computer.

:: Floydthebarber 3/05/2004 11:37:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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only a few more days. tonight was pretty awesome spending it just with megan. tomorrow off to koris (I suppose that would be how you spell it). hooray for blogs i'll update later. help computer

:: Floydthebarber 3/05/2004 11:36:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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WE ORDERED MY NEW PC TODAY, WUT UP!

:: Floydthebarber 2/28/2004 09:20:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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This moment of blogging zen brought to you by #studio64:

[22:41:42] *xsex> thats definatly tuna and not a vagina in the dish washer though lolololololol
[22:44:04] *Mank> You know, I've never smelled a vagina that smelled like fish
[22:44:15] *Mank> Does it only smell like fish if it's not properly groomed or something?
[22:44:38] *Admiral_Tailz> also if it belongs to a mermaid
[22:45:08] *Mank> The vagina I've smelled just smell like pennies mixed with a super strong sour tang powder
[22:45:20] *Ed> I'd say dig, Waffle.
[22:45:20] *Admiral_Tailz> haha
[22:45:42] *Mank> Oh man I was driving home from allie's and sniffing my fingers and I shivvered in delight and almost crashed
[22:46:02] *waffle> Ed: ha, I just remembered nslookup is depricated
[22:46:13] * evil_gordita (robman7000@evil.org) Quit (Quit: This is a test of the emergency broadcast system. )
[22:46:29] *waffle> jesus, are you looking to double the size of !mank?
[22:46:35] *Sigma> haha
[22:46:43] *Mank> Hah
[22:46:53] *Sigma> Paging Lak to the studio
[22:46:54] *Mank> Just bored!
[22:47:05] *Admiral_Tailz> I'm just trying to imagine this smell you described
[22:47:06] *Ed> can nslookup even find servers by zone?
[22:47:29] *Lakitu7> I've always found that drying saliva can sometimes smell like vagina.
[22:47:35] *Mank> HAHAHAHAHA
[22:47:36] *Sigma> ...
[22:47:52] *Admiral_Tailz> this should be a gameshow
[22:48:03] *Admiral_Tailz> where you have to smell things and guess which one is a vagina
[22:48:04] *Emily> Thaaanks, what a lovely image.
[22:48:05] *Mank> "And now it's time for... Smeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell that vagina!!!!"
[22:48:08] *Lakitu7> Thank you, than you. The internet is cool.
[22:48:09] *Admiral_Tailz> haha
[22:48:31] *Emily> Really, can someone help my sister with this virus thing?
[22:48:31] *Admiral_Tailz> I'm sorry, it's actually week-old ham!
[22:48:46] *Lakitu7> My newly-ex ex informed me that the aftertaste of white wine tastes exactly like semen.
[22:48:48] *Sigma> I think the last vagina I saw was defective.
[22:48:59] *Lakitu7> May as well ruin that for you too.
[22:49:02] *Sigma> to go along with the defective personality she had.

:: Floydthebarber 2/24/2004 11:25:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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a. open your mp3 player
b. put all of your music on random.
c. write down the first 20 songs played, no matter how embarrassing.

1. Tenacious D - Fuck Her Gently
2. The Beatles - Every Little Thing
3. Radiohead - My Iron Lung
4. Cake - Haze of Love
5. Pink Floyd - Nobody Home
6. Christopher O'Reiley - bulletproof
7. Group X - You Would Give Me Kiss If I Were On Soccer Team
8. Weird Al - Talk Soup
9. OC Remix - Ninja Gaiden Devils Mask
10. Yoko Kanno (cowboy bebop, for you dolts) - Green Bird
11. Strokes - The End Has No End
12. Shinobu Tanaka, Kenta Nagata - Luigi Circuit/Mario Circuit/Yoshi Circuit (double dash!!)
13. The Clash - Lost in the supermarket
14. Herb Alpert - Jesus, Joy Of Man's Desiring
15. Grant Kirkhope (Banjo Kazooie) - Bubblegloop Swamp
16. MC Frontalot - Front the Most
17. The Talking Heads - Slippery People (live)
18. Mariko Nanba & Tomoya Ohtani - LESSON E.G.G! (from billy hatcer)
19. Big Lebowski Soundtrack - Kenny Rogers & The First Edition - Just Dropped In (To See What Condition My Condition Was In)
20. The Flaming Lips - Approaching Pavonis Mons By Balloon (Utopia Planitia)

That's out of 3035 songs, randomizing my winamp playlist each time. I have thousands more songs, but you get the idea. I rock.

:: Floydthebarber 2/19/2004 10:14:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I'm so bored I'm blogging for no reason. I'm goind to do an experiment in late-night typing and type this entire thing without looking at the monitor. This usually ends up in more typos but who knows. My fingers lok really creepy on this keyboar; why didn't anybody ever tell me my fingers were posessed of such crazy superhuman powers> These keys are in such inefficient positions; I use many keys more frequently than others and my figers need a more fluid and balance dworkout than this. I swa christina today and she has a Job at JC Penny... I should get a job sometime eh? Computer and animazement and philmont and such. We went to french clube today and i'm taypinvgery fa;stuso;asdjkflaksdjfbut we watched the red balloon which sounds like moulin rouge and it was funny then we ate king cake and alisha and anathan and i stalkned for a whilweka sdnfandtehn i stareted movin g my figers on thekeys randomly a nd i wodmder if it makes real worlskds or not I thin k i'm goin go tog wasthc bouwboys bebop and take a matht est swtomorrwo then go dto anna's birhtday paprty on hm anwnathawont' that be mnuch fun?

:: Floydthebarber 2/19/2004 08:02:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Since I'm just wasting time on the computer I figured I might as well waste it and blog at the same time so I feel at least slightly productive. That's what happens when you can't play couronne anymore :( Last night was valentines, and of course I spent it with the girl I love most, Megan. We baked this awesome dual-layer devil's food cake from scratch along with frosting from scratch. Believe it or not, the cake actually turned out very tasty! We were too stuffed from chinese food to have more than a few bites though. I convinced her to rent 2001: A Space Odyssey, and I enjoyed it thoroughly but I'm not so sure about her. She was amused by many parts of it and frightened by others, but how was I supposed to know HAL9000 was that creepy to her? Oh well, I had to watch Everafter and a few other things over the past year. YEAR. Wow, one whole year of bliss... very cool indeed. Hopefully we'll experience another, and another, and another...

I found out about this really freaky animated movie called The Triplets of Belleville, and decided I should go see it. Megan didn't sound very enthusiastic about a french animated movie with no dialogue so I dragged Nathan along. The animation was superb, the soundtrack was catchy, and the storyline was pretty good (excellent if you consider the fact that there was no dialogue). I'd recommend it to anybody who's looking for something way different from anime or regular old disney stuff. It's only at madstone theatre (there's one across from Cary High), so uh yeah. Go see it!

Creedence Clearwater Revival is awesome. It's really icky outside with all of the rain and I'll explain megan's present situation. Haha, not like what is happening currently but her present, her cadeau if you will. We ordered it february 2nd because we thought with UPS that would be PLENTY of time. On friday it still hadn't arrived so dad called up the company and apparently they sent it via US mail (what the hell, what online retailer sends stuff through the mail and not UPS? NOBODY), and he pulled a few strings and had them send out a second one with UPS red shipping so it will be here monday or tuesday. Dad says if the first one ever shows up we have to return it, but I'd like to keep it so Megan and I have matching ones. Oh well. Valentine's wasn't a disaster though, chocolate and ducky sufficed.

Okay I'm done rambling.

:: Floydthebarber 2/15/2004 05:48:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Hey I'm a teenager and I have a lot of free time and little paper in creative writing, so I just scribble stuff down then don't edit it and decrease my blog readership by posting random shit!

The rings slowly close up their gaps
to face a grasp on numbing chores
Mine is gone, on hers I wait
behind invisible doors

A remote enters from the right
and triggers much delay
Her face now fills with worried tears
as my spark turns away

A soggy pair of shoes turn filled
with misery of broken days
Reforged with touch of flesh on flesh
and radiant shades of grey

Left to right she pushed herself
a tustle of the two
Yet one lay lumped upon the rug
the lights burned grey to blue

The sandbox gone
Sinatra stays
Friends and foes
feel gone today

Lampshade
Burning
Turning
Learning

Stay
Back
With
Him

The more I read it, the better it sound but everybody is always obsessed with their own work.

:: Floydthebarber 2/05/2004 08:34:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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GA;LSKDJFAL;SF I can't keep playing this game of saying the nice thing so she doesn't cry herself to sleep at night or something but how is the fact that he's insanely girly make me want to be seen with her as him oh i would enjoy going around animazement with a homosexual male instead of a girl asl;dkfjas;dflkjasdlfkjasdf i can't say things like that though that would hurt and hurting is bad especially when you're honest all of your friends are all letting you blow arg!

:: Floydthebarber 2/05/2004 08:21:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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It's late and I just felt like saying nothing in the world feels better than resting my head against her chest, closing my eyes, and forgetting every care in the world save for her soft and steady heartbeat. Love...

:: Floydthebarber 2/04/2004 11:48:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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create your own visited states map

Man I am one traveling dude! (not).

:: Floydthebarber 2/02/2004 11:28:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Hey I'm alive I think i'll register lakalster.com because it's better than santacube.com and cooler oh wait nobody except cool IRC people will know what lakalster is even better! I have downloaded a lot. this update is boring. Rio is very cute. Megan is the best thing in my life. Mountain Dew still kicks ass. I am garble garble got my hat in the mail I WIN ONE OUT OF 1080 BABY


I am teh winnar!

:: Floydthebarber 1/29/2004 08:49:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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SDFASDF

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:44:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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WORK PELEASE

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:40:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I am going to buy a domain name this weekend for $6 and move all this buisness over to teh kickass 1and1 server, if all goes according to plan. teh w00t!

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:34:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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asdf

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:33:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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qawetf

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:32:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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hello there

:: Floydthebarber 1/21/2004 03:32:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Right now this looks like what my PC will essentially be, with possibly a few more bells and whistles added:

STANDARD 2 USB PORT CONNECTORS
Case: ASPIRE X-DREAMER CASE 350 WATT W/ WINDOW (SILVER COLOR)
CASUPGRADE: 12" COLD CATHODE NEON LIGHT SOUND ACTIVED (BLUE COLOR)
DVD drive: 16X DVD ROM (BEIGE COLOR)
CDRW: CD-RW 52X24X52 (BEIGE COLOR)
CPU: AMD Athlon XP-2600+ Processor
FAN: AMD CERTIFIED CPU FAN & HEATSINK
FLOPPY: 1.44 MB FLOPPY DRIVE (BEIGE COLOR)
Hard Drive: MAXTOR 120GB 7200 RPM ATA 133 HARD DRIVE
MEMORY: 512 MB (256MBx2) PC3200 400MHz Dual Channel DDR MEMORY (Standard Major Brand)
MOTHERBOARD: ASUS A7N8X-X nVidia nForce-2 400 FSB 8X AGP w/ USB 2.0 with ONBOARD 10/100 NETWORK CARD
Microsoft® Windows® XP HOME EDITION

PRICE: (+701)
SERVICE: STANDARD WARRANTY PLUS ONE-YEAR ONSITE SERVICE

Sound card: 3D WAVE ON-BOARD 5.1 SOUND CARD
SPEAKERS: 600WATT PMPO SUBWOOFER STEREO SPEAKERS
VIDEO: ATI RADEON 9600 256MB DDR AGP 8X W/ TV-OUT & DVI [+63] (HELL YES!)
WIRELESSCARD: PCI Wireless 802.11b 11Mbps Network Interface Card [+23]

So there we have it, $701 plus $65 shipping for a grand total of $766. This could be less or more depending on how much the price of the components drops in the next month or so. If they drop enough I could decide to include either an internal Flash memory reader (to use with my camera memory card), a thermal display unit on the front of the case, rounded cables, etc. I think I'm pretty set though. We'll go pick up a monitor I have my eye on for around $155 at circuit city and the whole shebang will be done with for under $1000, which isn't bad considering how much I'm getting and how I'll be able to use most of these components for many, many years to come. w00t!

:: Floydthebarber 1/20/2004 04:35:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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OPERA JUST FUX0RED AND I HAVE TO RETYPE ALL THIS SHIT I HATE YOU

Man that's a nice way to restart a blog entry. Let me see what I can remember here. Of course this means that this update will be much shorter and less fun to write than the last one. Oh well let's give it a shot.

So what did I do this weekend? Let's see. Friday night was spent at Matt's house, which was quite the fun. Dillon brought his DDR, and we danced the night away. You know what really bothers me though? I dance away pretty damn hard and might scrounge up an A on a heavy song, and I'm pretty proud of myself. Then Rachel (who has little DDR experience) jumps on the pad and manages an A on light, and all other 15 kids go ballistic. Nobody goes ballistic when things like that happen to me. I don't really mind the lack of attention though because I don't particularly want it. It's more of the principal of the thing. Selective praising is annoying. So yes, DDR was followed up by a rousing episode of Star Trek and a lovely pillow fight to finnish out the evening. Haha, finnish.

Saturday I left for my campout, and Megan left to go accomplish the mission of aquiring what was necessary for Sharp's present. When I got back today I stopped by her house to pick up the thing(she became sick saturday night and wasn't feeling so great today so I didn't see her :( ) and then set out for the place to finish up my present and make it all nice and pretty. I love speaking ambiguously so Sharp has no fucking clue what I'm talking about. Or at least he can't be sure for sure. Fo sho'. Anyways, back to the campout really quickly.

It was cold and wet and dirty, but I survived. My frankenstein book got wet because it was sitting on the floor of our tent (go figure) and now the first 100 pages are wrinkled in the corners. I hope the school doesn't make me pay for another copy, that would entirely suxx0rs. I probably got about 12 hours of sleep each day which was really nice. I'm all jazzed up for school tomorrow!

So uh where was I. Damn I can't even remember. Oh yes, after going to Megan's but before going to the other place needed to finish up Sharp's present we went to Burt's music to pick up the electric guitar, except there were a few problems. I won't bore everybody here, but the jack wasn't reinstalled where we specified and the job was rather shoddy and we'll have to take it back and yadda yadda. I'll let you know when I finally have an electric guitar to start pwning on. Song suggestions to learn plskthx.

And now I've been on the internet all evening with the exception of a short excursion in the Excursion to Golden Corral. Hooray for the internet. I'm still not used to this being dark at 6 stuff, it's really throwing me off. How can it only be 9:22? Oh well, it just makes my bawls bottles shine brighter.

Oh and I signed up for free hosting at www.1and1.com. 500 MB of space for three years. It's amazingly awesome. I can abandon my plans of a complicated network of droid/yaddayadda angelfire addresses! teh w00t. I guess I'll go to school tomorrow, I have little else to do. My game from Ahmed still hasn't arrived and I think it's been over 2 weeks. Dammit. I'm going back to IRC.

:: Floydthebarber 1/19/2004 08:58:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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haha I have a blog. I think I'm going to go do homework, w00t

:: Floydthebarber 1/13/2004 04:25:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Beyond Good & Evil has consumed my life. School is easy and great and all that right now, but who cares? This game sucks my brain into one of the most immersive and entertaining worlds I've ever seen. God I love Michael Ancel. He is my video game daddy (yes Miyamoto, take notes from this guy before he 1-ups you on innovation in genres you practically built). Oh, and I love Megan and hope to take her to see Big Fish this friday since it's opening nationwide and that would naturally mean crossroads 20 right? Right!

:: Floydthebarber 1/06/2004 10:06:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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So I had about $130 ready to go so I could go buy a Case at Best Buy and Ryan's motherboard, processor, and ram to use as the basis of a new PC system for myself by taking the rest of the necessary pieces out of the dell and using them (and sharing this hybrid system with the family) until I had enough money this summer to fully upgrade and migrate all of my PC stuff to my room. Apparently it took me planning all of this for my parents to finally start discussing seriously about providing me with my own PC. They are very much so against this 'frankenstein pc' method which is understandable, since there is an even cheaper (and just as great) solution; www.cyberpowerinc.com. If all goes according to plan, I shall buy at least the main 'PC' part of my PC from them, and then try and find a deal if possible on a monitor and another drive and etc from newegg and etc. Basically I'm rambling and none of you care but this all might work out for a little more than the cost of ryan T's video card. gahaha.

I'll type later but I should accomplish what is neccesssary and I can't spell that fucking word for Sharp's present tomorrow. yaya.

:: Floydthebarber 1/02/2004 01:06:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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