:: Thursday, April 15, 2004 ::

Not much can be said that hasn't been played through hundreds of times already through my mind; the accident that killed two students and has permanently scarred the third has left me in a deep state of thought, even though I didn't personally know the two who died. I haven't spoken to Katie in almost two years, but she's always been the sweetest girl... my first crush and obsession in elementary school and as time wore on a more distant source of perkyness during the school day. The entire situation lies more distant from me than others, but perhaps I should be grateful in a way for that. From what I can gather, both the truck and the car had green lights, but as we all should know with green on a left turn you should yield in places like that... or at the very least watch where you're going... I don't to place any blame directly upon anybody at this point, especially Katie; I'm sure she'll do plenty of that to herself, and the law will have its way... such a terrible thing.

I'm fairly convinced that Megan's parents will have a change of heart and not let me drive her around, but we'll see. My parents wouldn't do anything like that though. I think I need to redirect these thoughts I'm having towards the friends whom I owe it to to keep up with them. My life would become real miserable real fast if I didn't get that last chance to speak with my Christinas or say that final I love you to my Aprils... you all are not forgotten in the least.

It's 12:15 and I have school tomorrow... sleep is the operative word in this sentence. God bless. (And while I'm thinking about it, I hope Dave comes to grips with God and how he relates to situations like this unfolding... it doesn't make any sense for God to prevent such catastrophic occurances, because he would be breaking all of the foundations of life and the universe that we all, for better or worse, appreciate so dear. Free will, Dave... Anna seems to have come to grips rather well with this "questioning God's actions or lack thereof" dilemma, and I pray Dave does too... I pray for that kid whenever I can. Who knows if one day he or any of us decides to go driving on a similar disasterous path.)

:: Floydthebarber 4/15/2004 12:05:00 AM [+] ::
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