:: Sunday, October 27, 2002 ::

I'm alive, in the process of archiving this blog. and other stuff. e-mail me i'm lonely.

:: Floydthebarber 10/27/2002 07:50:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I'll try to update the best i can in the limited time I've got. Why the fark can't i capitalize these "i"s??? Bah who cares. So let's just dive right into my life....what's been up...

Nothing all that important has happened since that retarded Zach guy sent me those lovely words of encouragement. If only this worked like LiveJournal and folks could respond to my entries, i'm sure most of my friends would have replied with colorful languange on how this guy is officially the suck. In other news, i'm sure some of you at least have read Penny Arcade's latest comic about the sniper roaming around in Washington, D.C. It's absolutely ludacris that video games could be linked to these terrible snipings while using any shred of one's intelligence. I feel that their update from 10-14-02 sums it up perfectly on my point of view....go check it out.

So snipers are loose and video games are once again under fire, a moron decides to dig himself into a deeper hole, what else is new? I have trouble deciding between what things in my life should be spread around on the internet and which should be personally shared with close friends... What's really been going on isn't fit for this blog to be honest, so i'll only scrape the surface. I suppose it all stemmed from the fact that I have some Bs in a few of my classes. My parents blew up, privledges were threatened and restricted, and there amassed a gigantic arguement about school and such in general. Things like i'm not motivated, Bs are only half-lkkdene, colleges don't want B students, I should get to choose the college I go to and not the other way around, I'm some wonder-genius that should get all As, I spend too much time on the computer, etc. It stumbled onto the discussion of friends last night, and all i'm willing to really say is that I simply broke down. I can't really explain why the tears came falling or the reason as to why I began frantically breathing and mumbling to myself.... I guess a few things just sank in that had taken some time. I'm okay now though, I think. I will tell you that i completely lost control when thinking of April..... If your reading this and we haven't talked yet, for God's sake call me up or e-mail or let me know and i'll crawl to your house, anything. Well then, let's not end this whole thing on a sour note though, eh?

I leave tommorow for the Chesapeake bay with a bunch of the older boy scouts. That leaves me only about an hour at best online before I leave tommorow, and maybe an hour or so on Sunday. Anything you want to contact me with, be it Animal Crossing trades, love letters, or whatever, should be done by E-mail. So then, now you know that no great hights have been achieved by this particular blog entry so shoo! skidaddle! get outta here kid, ya bother me...

Floydsir in BBQASL?/ remember now. I'm collecting all things Modern and Green. and Balloon Fight.

:: Floydthebarber 10/17/2002 08:26:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Got a new letter from the hilarious Zach Stoll last night. I pasted my response which includes amusing quotes from the wealth of knowledge he gives me!

Dear Zach, what a pleasure it is indeed to hear from you again! Your have me feeling all funny inside. Well, it's either that or those bean burritos i had last night. At any rate, i'm glad you've sent me such words of encouragement! How about we break down every part of this letter to make sure i'm clear on what you mean and how i feel, sound fun? Here we go:

Laf i know why. ur too busy wondering what she thinks, ur being a [censored] geek playing comp games and vid games and makeing a [censored] [censored] site. Alright, allow me to first state that Christina and have have been friends and nothing more for almost 5 months now. Quit dwelling on one stupid subject that doesn't even exists anymore.

Yes, i do play video games and work on sites (the blog and N-philes.com), but that doesn't make me [censored] or unpopular. Everybody has a passion or hobby, and video games and technology are it for me. Back off moron.

So get out of ur little hole and go find something to do.

I play soccer, am on AB honor roll at school, I'm in the French club, and i spend a lot of time doing fun stuff with Boy Scouts as well. Remember when you were supposed to meet Christina? And i couldn't come because i was busy hiking in New Mexico? Yeah, i do fun stuff like that all the time so your reasoning that i have no life and live in a hole is crazy. If you ever saw my room you'd know it looks more like a cube missing a face than a hole, duh!

what do u thinks more important to a hot gurl?having a website or big muscles?

Any chick with any shred of intelligence doesn't really care for either of those things in a man. Besides, most of the chicks i know think it's really cool to have/work at a website when i tell them. Most guys aren't as shallow as you i suppose when picking their women out.

AND FOR GODSAKES GET SOME FRIENdS U [censored] [censored] [censored].

Haha! This is my new favorite moron quote.

if u act like ur self and not super geeky like "i have a t309543987 calculator with 3000 games on it!", then ull make more friends.

I act geeky most of the time and can count dozens of close friends right off the top of my head. You sir need to get these stereotypical images of people who play games and such as part of their life out of your head. It's just wrong and shows how simple your thinking is.

stop using such big words that no1 gives a [censored] about...for most kids we find that "[censored]" and "[censored] [censored]" so lay off. use that around adults n stuff.

Excuse me if I act and speak more like an adult than you. Doesn't that register in your mind that maybe, MAYBE the way i speak reflects the greater amount of maturity i have than you? My friends are all tenfold times as smart as you and can understand me fine. Pick up a book and read some time or expand your mind and vocabulary in another way. You bum.

That last little part of your lovely E-mail was just a bunch of garbage, so there's no point in wasting my time to sum it up. Whatever I say must be too "[censored]" for you to understand. I think i've told you about a million times I have no intentions of going out with Christina. I have a social life, it's just none of your buisness quite frankly. If i'm in an unusual benevolent mood your screen name might be unblocked if only for the amusement of seeing what crap you will pound into your keyboard next. Keep sending these hilarious E-mails, everybody who reads them finds you as a quite entertaining moron! --- feel free to respond to this guy! zach stoll

Enough laughing for today.

:: Floydthebarber 10/11/2002 05:07:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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I would spend lots of time digressing about the world around me and how weed sucks, but the mountain dew is starting to thin out of my blood stream and I'll crash soon. Life at the moment is seemingly taking itself along its slippery path for now. How can I put it.... it's almost as if i'm trapped in this teenage body which drudgingly goes through his daily routine of video games, school, computers, etc. I have approximately 57 things I must be doing right now, yet have this amazing ability talent of being able to push it all on the back burner and relax myself and everybody around me. Sorry I lost my train of thought....what the hell am I talking about? Oh, you say you come here to hear about me? well then.

So Christina sends me her results for that disorder test I took the other day. Of course, what kind of a friend would I be if I blurted out the results, but it'll suffice to say that I personally was a bit surprised. These scores weren't as accurate as they really are, She is always to self critical of herself. I've never understood why Christina usually tries to find a way to blame it on herself. Actually, I do partially understand but such things aren't fit for discussion in this blog. I'm sure though she knows I don't care what scores she got, i'm still a close friend and am simply here to help her with anything anytime in anyway. Speaking of friends, what the hell is April up to these days? It depresses me that I feel so many friendships i painstakingly constructed day by day in the past 3-8 years being demolished to some extent with every day that goes by and we never talk. I blame myself for lack of real effort to hook up with April and other folks, so if your reading this and your one of these people you have full right to blame me, then pick up the damn phone and call so we can fix this problem....ok enough rambling. MAMA.......oooOOooOooooooo didn't mean to make you cry....

Starfox adventures kicks. I will expand upon these incredibly deep and insightful impressions at another time! wahoo! Now leave me be, I have a big Geometry test and much nothing to do.

And so castles made of sand melt into the sea......eventually.....

:: Floydthebarber 10/09/2002 08:40:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

There you have it, as we all know the internet never lies, so i'm a very schizotypal person apparently. It makes sense, check out the sites definition: The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow....sounds like me a good deal of the time. K well i'll update this thing lata.....

:: Floydthebarber 10/06/2002 07:28:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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In case you've been hiding in a cave and haven't had the chance to talk to me, i'm sure that you've heard me ramble on incesently about this event. I urge you to go read my article i typed up for N-philes, it'll explain the whole lizard lick ordeal much better than I can hear. For those of you who are too lazy to be enticed into clicking the link, my friend Ryan and I (along with mom) went to Lizard Lick, NC for a nintendo ran Yoshi's Island SMA3 event. Sounds interesting right? Then what are you waiting for?.

The guy who has been building on our house (Mr. Wayne) brought over his NES he had lying under his bed. Apparently, his son got it 15 years ago and barely played it, so everything is pretty much in mint condition. I was all extatic as i examined the unfaded, 100% functioning system with brand-new looking cords, the zapper, everything. Not to mention the kid who owned it impressed me by keeping the boxes for all 9 games in near-mint condition with every single instruction booklet! Included were SMB, SMB2, SMB3, Rad Racer (with 3-D glasses), an Addams Family game, 7up Spot, Duck Tales, and a few others. The Genesis has been retired until we find a place to relocate it. And of course we all know what this means.....Ryan H can come over and play SHORT ORDER! HOORAH!

Life revolves much as his has the past few weeks....I seem to be building quite a notoriable pirated Led Zeppelin CD collection recently. I'll pay somebody to get The Rain Song stuck out of my head. On second thought, I won't, because I love this song eheh. Oh, I suppose I should mention what Christina mentioned to me today. My plans for October 10-12ish were to spend the weekend at Chesapeake Bay on Mr. Page's sailboat doing some venture stuff with the older scouts in the troop.....beaucoup fun! Of course, then Christina slyly mentions this homecoming thing to me and as only she could, makes the idea of going to this social event sorta enticing. So i'm stuck here; Weekend having fun on boat or going to homecoming (I assume with Christina, she didn't exactally ask me but I got the idea she was implying. We'd end up hanging out together anyways I assume) and doing the whole "be-social-with-people-you-dont-really-know-but-Christina-will-be-there" thing. I better decide quick, like within the next two days.... it's hard to resist such a beautiful girl when she's hugging you and you don't know exactally what to say. At lunch I thought I was rather clumsy, I should have said something about how I miss her and we need to spend more time together or something I was really feeling, but of course couldn't get it out right at that moment. Oh well, I enjoyed the moment at the very least. Sort of reminded me how great the touch of a girl is..... I dunno, at certain moments things just seem to fall into place right, you know? My opinion is always changing. I think i'm crazy.

:: Floydthebarber 10/01/2002 09:03:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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