:: Thursday, October 17, 2002 ::

I'll try to update the best i can in the limited time I've got. Why the fark can't i capitalize these "i"s??? Bah who cares. So let's just dive right into my life....what's been up...

Nothing all that important has happened since that retarded Zach guy sent me those lovely words of encouragement. If only this worked like LiveJournal and folks could respond to my entries, i'm sure most of my friends would have replied with colorful languange on how this guy is officially the suck. In other news, i'm sure some of you at least have read Penny Arcade's latest comic about the sniper roaming around in Washington, D.C. It's absolutely ludacris that video games could be linked to these terrible snipings while using any shred of one's intelligence. I feel that their update from 10-14-02 sums it up perfectly on my point of view....go check it out.

So snipers are loose and video games are once again under fire, a moron decides to dig himself into a deeper hole, what else is new? I have trouble deciding between what things in my life should be spread around on the internet and which should be personally shared with close friends... What's really been going on isn't fit for this blog to be honest, so i'll only scrape the surface. I suppose it all stemmed from the fact that I have some Bs in a few of my classes. My parents blew up, privledges were threatened and restricted, and there amassed a gigantic arguement about school and such in general. Things like i'm not motivated, Bs are only half-lkkdene, colleges don't want B students, I should get to choose the college I go to and not the other way around, I'm some wonder-genius that should get all As, I spend too much time on the computer, etc. It stumbled onto the discussion of friends last night, and all i'm willing to really say is that I simply broke down. I can't really explain why the tears came falling or the reason as to why I began frantically breathing and mumbling to myself.... I guess a few things just sank in that had taken some time. I'm okay now though, I think. I will tell you that i completely lost control when thinking of April..... If your reading this and we haven't talked yet, for God's sake call me up or e-mail or let me know and i'll crawl to your house, anything. Well then, let's not end this whole thing on a sour note though, eh?

I leave tommorow for the Chesapeake bay with a bunch of the older boy scouts. That leaves me only about an hour at best online before I leave tommorow, and maybe an hour or so on Sunday. Anything you want to contact me with, be it Animal Crossing trades, love letters, or whatever, should be done by E-mail. So then, now you know that no great hights have been achieved by this particular blog entry so shoo! skidaddle! get outta here kid, ya bother me...

Floydsir in BBQASL?/ remember now. I'm collecting all things Modern and Green. and Balloon Fight.

:: Floydthebarber 10/17/2002 08:26:00 PM [+] ::
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