:: Friday, June 28, 2002 ::

My dad's making me get rid of all this stuff..........if you really care to know about it and mysteriously haven't been informed by now, just drop me a line and i'll send it to ya. K lata.

:: Floydthebarber 6/28/2002 12:01:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Your eyes so blue
So crystal clear
Watch as I slip
And fall into your gaze

I want to be
Part of you
And you to be
Part of me

You lead me to believe
We had a future
Leave me with nothing
But memories of a false friendship

:: Floydthebarber 6/28/2002 09:46:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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I feel a little better now. Writing is both theraputic and reflective. I'm not so angry anymore. The sooner this stupid guy is gone and away the better. people like that should be sent far, far away. feel free to Flame this guy, by all means. Although it probably won't be worth your time. So then, anybody looking for a single, attractive guy with green eyes, blond hair, and who is desperately lonely and feels down on his luck? I didn't think so either.....friends with benefits, god I suck. Is all hope lost though? apparently not but it's not looking to great. We'll see what happens when i get back from Philmont and this Zach Stoll guy has come and gone. I can only pray for Christina, this is going to be another big mistake of hers i fear......too bad i won't be around.



If i had it all again i'd change it all.........change it all.......all........ :(

:: Floydthebarber 6/28/2002 08:57:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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so this prick emails me about how he and christina are going out..........whatever. ok this is most of the conversation we had, it was cut off but oh well you get the gist of it. i need to talk to christina and also talk to this guy and at the same time figure out what the hell is going on and what i should do.........3 votes for "take him out" lol

:: Floydthebarber 6/27/2002 05:25:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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blaah blah blah blah!!!!!!!!!!! who cares????? this guy's an idiot and this christina crap is in the past. You guys don't need to worry about this zach buisness, and it's aggrivating my dad that it's on here. Don't worry, it's all archived on a floppy somewhere.......i think.......

:: Floydthebarber 6/27/2002 05:04:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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:: Floydthebarber 6/27/2002 03:46:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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The past weeks has just sorta been a blur to me, sleeping and eating irregularly, not being concious of the time, not caring about anything in particular. Lazily waking up around 11:30 to the most god-awful banging and sawing noises from the bloody builders working on constructing my brother's room. You know, the usual shit i have to put up with everyday at my house. I'm just waiting for the clock to tick down to zero and I leave on my trip to New Mexico. Well crap, the clock better click a little slower cuz i have about 39247309 things i gotta pack and do before they drag me to the airport at 4 am sunday morning. can you say "BLACHABLERGAVGHA."

After agonizing and patiently waiting for 4 years, Eternal Darkness has now hit the shelves. That's right, we all thought the glorious day would never come. I'm sure if you know what i'm talking about, then you've already heard impressions about how great this game is. Every gamecube owner should have this game in their collection. I can't say what genre it is, everything is done so perfectly and intricately that it defies any genre. Resident Evil clone, this isn't by far. The thing that amazes me is that the magick system actually makes SENSE. It's integral to the plot, and perfect in it's simplicity. Red defeats green, green defeats, blue, and blue defeats red. with mantorok (sp?) in the middle. Mixing and matching runes to create your own custom spells is one of the coolest ideas i've seen in a game. Everything is seamlessly integrated to created one glorious, and very freaky, video game experience. I am in absolute awe of the detail that was put into this story line. It goes to show you that having a reasonable story to go along with your game is appreciated by gamers worldwide. Insanity is indeed a wonderfully freaky thing. blood dripping down the walls, tilted camera angles, eerie noises, random effects that mess with the gamer's mind both inside and OUTSIDE of the video game world is such a great idea. I won't reveal anymore of the effects, you'll have to play for yourself but believe me it's a damn good idea which is executed beautifully.

I was banned from teh DorksNet server for saying teh goatman addy.......honestly I dont think that was worthy of banning me from the whole server. no warning or anything. maybe i'll talk to somebody on the server about it....who knows. All i want back on there for is the N-philes chat. perhaps there is a way around. who knows.

You all suck. Except Christina and April.

:: Floydthebarber 6/27/2002 02:08:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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she's ever-present on the site....damn i just can't get over how beautiful this girl's eyes are. the clearest blue i've ever seen.

:: Floydthebarber 6/23/2002 11:21:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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For the first time in ages, James actually did something SEMI PRODUCTIVE ONLINE!!! Well, in a way. I got around to downloading Adobe Photoshop 7.0, and started Messing around with all teh |337 things you can do!. If I do say so myself, it's not half bad for my first photoshop attempt. Mad props do go to Megan though for helping me out some (THANK YOU VARY MUCH M'LADY).

Well then, I think i'm going to play around on photoshop, crank up the video game mp3s, and spend another night simply relaxing and enjoying myself. later!

:: Floydthebarber 6/20/2002 06:59:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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The constant throbbing in my head from sweaty guys banging on our house all day is unbearable. I hope they finish building my brother's room soon so i can sleep in until at least 10 without being rudely awaked by circular saws and sledgehammer-weilding wild men.

Went to the ol' bowling alley today with April, Hannie, Evan, Tommy and Andrew. I had forgotten how easy it is to blow 20 bucks at the arcade.....Stupid overpricing for 5 minutes of gaming. I'm spending the weekend at my Nana's, so we'll prolly go out and see a movie next week monday or tuesday, i'm not sure.

Keep in mind my dad is now reading everything i type..... -_- stupid internet. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

:: Floydthebarber 6/19/2002 07:42:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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He's ever-watching over all i do online.......lol just keep that in mind james ol' buddy. (forgive me for talking to myself)

:: Floydthebarber 6/18/2002 02:34:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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It cannot be seen, cannot be felt,
Cannot be heard, cannot be smelt.
It lies behind stars and under hills,
And empty holes it fills.
It comes first and follows after,
Ends life, kills laughter.
What is it?

If you don't get this one i will be ashamed..... IM your answer to me MrMoo237

:: Floydthebarber 6/14/2002 01:27:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Perhaps if i keep at it and just continuously write, i'll learn to be poetic and my entries will flow and be awesome. Unfortunately i'm not there yet.....i should consult Daniel or something. All I want to do right now is hold her close to me, and tell her how much I love her. She means the world to me. Leave james' little world alone, won't you please?

:: Floydthebarber 6/13/2002 10:43:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Welity welity welity! It has been a while sense i've actually updated with content about my pointless life, hasn't it? I have so much planned this summer that I wouldn't be surprised if my head literally exploded from all the logistics....ALRIGHTY THAN

Friday was teh last day of middle school for ol' James here. I got all of my friends to sign my yearbook, and took about 40 pictures, which surpisingly came out very well. I should take up photography. Everybody signed yearbooks, chatted, played soccer and shit, yadda yadda yadda. After school got out I hung out at Allison Shuster's house for a few hours with her, Hannie, Megan M, Alexandra, Andrew, Max, Nathan, Rachel, and Katie Phillips. Ping pong, cool music, fooseball, swinging outside, goofing around, hair highlighting, and the likes. And NO THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN HANNIE AND I, SHUT UP ABOUT IT KATIE GEEZ.

So this is what it feels like to be out of 8th grade. Joy, rapture, hooray, etc, etc. Good riddans to bad rubbish I say, wot wot. The past 3 years have simply been small stepping stones for the High School and College years to ensue. The only thing i'll miss are all of the friends i've made in that time. I know what your thinking, your thinking "How can a guy like james possibly miss friends if he has none?". Well contrary to popular belief, i DO have friends, and I WILL miss them greatly. But it's not like it's the end of the world. We can still hang out over the summer and weekends and such. Besides, I've got Nathan, Katie, Addison, and Christina coming with me to raise hell over at Cary so it's all good. Christina.....speaking of her...... **James Presses the 'mindless teenage love rant' button**

Not quite sure what the heck to make of us. Or if there is an us. I can tell you there's definitely something between her and I. I want to ask her out sometime soon over the summer, but I've heard she has a "boyfriend" at the moment. I'll have to wait until that blows over to make my move. It's not as hopeless as I had once thought, however. She's still talking to me and being friendly, and she liked the tapes i had made with me singing (everybody says i have a good singing voice but don't listen to them, i'm NOT THAT GOOD!). I got a sweet ass pic of herself and I from the last day of school on Friday, i'll try to scan it so you all can see Yours Truly with an attractive chick. You must see to believe......oh and she wants to go out riding in our family's boat this summer, which i dont' think would be a great idea. It'd be way to incredibly awkward, we wouldn't be able to talk about anything with my parent's on the boat. Seeing her in a bathing suit would be a plus though.....(Your not as flat as you keep thinking, Christina....Your still sexy)Gah April says yes and I say no, it's like having an arguement with my second self. I swear April knows me better than anybody else.

On a completely unrelated note, I thought I might as well tell you what the hell i've planned for teh awesome summer. I'm going of course to the Philmont scout ranch in New mexico from June 30th to July 14th-ish, and I have summer camp sometime in late July. Summer camp will rock, i'm taking Environmental Science (well, it will rock except that class but hey, ya gotta do the required classes for Eagle), Journalism (shwing!), and the last half of the day i spend sailing. sweetness. Insert going to the movies, wandering the new mall, upgrading my computer, playing video games with my friends, hanging out at April's pool, cruising the flea market, and God knows what else i'm going to do and i think i have a pretty eventful summer. Of course, i've left plenty of time to sit around and sleep and do absolutely NOTHING. Hooray for me. I wish I was rich.

I don't really know what the hell else to tell you.......I'm sure April or Hannie will remind me of something and i'll add it in here later...Peace i be outta here.

:: Floydthebarber 6/10/2002 10:19:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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:: how jedi are you? ::


Good thing i never update this site, eh? i'll talk about it all lata. peace.

:: Floydthebarber 6/08/2002 03:23:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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