:: Friday, May 06, 2005 ::

Well, here I am at home. I was hoping to go see Megan tonight, but lo and behold, she gets sick! I feel bad for being angry at her about it. I can't help myself, even though I know it's not her fault she got sick. I'm really just mad at the situation and not her. I get to see her what, twice a week? maybe three? I hate waiting the whole week for one person, one evening, then having that evening ripped away from me due to circumstances beyond my control. Man, that's an angsty thing to say. School, School, School, School, School, then OH WAIT sitting at home alone because she is sick and all of my friends are busy. Quite a downer. Tomorrow I have to do my Eagle Project (yay finish that up), then referee two games, then hopefully I can see Megan. If she's still sick, I don't know what the hell I'll do. Hell, even if she is better she won't be in a nice uppity mood, but some sort of really tired and boring one. Goodie. Hey, I could always go to a gathering tomorrow night! Just what I want! No time alone with Megan ever! Sunday is another soccer game to referee, then my own soccer game (with some party thing afterwards, oh goodie!). I love it when things are so predictably, cookie cutter boring.

Man I'm whining a lot here tonight! I don't really know why I'm blogging at all; my wrist hurts from writing so much at a funny angle so intensely during the AP US History Exam. About that exam... I think I did fairly well. At least, I know I did well compared to some kids who I talked with that didn't have a clue what to say for either the DBQ or one of the essays. I forgot the name of stephen douglas' legislation, THE FUCKING KANSAS-NEBRASKA ACT ar;askdfasf but I talked about it along with lots of other things so whatever. I think I did fine on the whole thing. The AP Environmental Science test I will have to almost completely BS, and I'm sure I'll do poorly on it. I blame it on a poorly structured curriculum by Mrs. Cobbs. She's really nice and all, but nice does not mean a good teacher obviously. Ah well.

I think tonight I'll finish up Puyo Pop Fever and write up a review. Then I'll talk with dad about sending out Eagle Scout letters, maybe print out the merit badge stuff I need to submit to finish off two merit badges (that'll feel nice). It'll be a productive weekend, but a rather nondramatic one. I think I blame the weather; it's been so cloudy and blech. Aight later!


Sorry all four people that read this had to go through such a bitchy monologue. But hey, what else is the internet for!

:: Floydthebarber 5/06/2005 04:16:00 PM [+] ::
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