:: Monday, October 20, 2003 ::

It's 10:50 and I'm patiently waiting for my printer to finish up with some of these images for a project that is due tomorrow. Never fear though, because the PSATs have cometh to my rescue to provide ample time for finishing this project. I felt lazy today anyways. Even as I type this, I feel incredibly lazy an uncompelled to inform anybody of anything that has happened recently. Hmmm let's see.

Ahh yes, the epic struggle between my life and that of my dad. He really wants me to go on the campout this weekend, and I really don't want to go. It's not that I don't enjoy camping, but after I've done as many things as I've done, travelling hours away into the mountains for the weekend to somewhere that I already spent an entire week of summer already seems sort of redundant. If I have a choice between seeing friends (I haven't seen ANYBODY that I've made friends with through megan in well over a month, tis very sad!) that I haven't seen in weeks, or going camping somewhere that I've already been to this year and don't feel compelled to go, the choice is pretty clear to me. I guess dad wouldn't get on my case if I had a job, or even if I was actively pursuing one. He probably also wouldn't bother me if I was doing work on my Eagle Project. Ah well. I am going this weekend, I will be gone all friday and saturday and I'll get back around 1 on Sunday. You guessed it; then I'm off to Megan's as soon as humanly possible because thoughts of being without her when it doesn't have to be so are unbearable. Hey, when it comes down to it in life, If I only had Megan, then things would be okay. I'll see everybody next weekend, I hopefully promise. One night will be friends over for gaming, and the other for some sort of gathering. Yes, I'm ordering one of you to plan a gathering over a week and a half in advance! Blarg.

The new Barenaked Ladies album is released in less than an hour, and after listening to it all last night and today I am once again hooked on the BNL. "Maybe Katie" "Shopping" and "War on Drugs" would have to be my faves at the moment. Go take a listen at them, why don't you? Hey Christina isn't mad at me anymore which is nice, except now I somehow managed to make Megan feel horrible about herself as if she's completely wrong and at fault for not liking Christina. I guess I did make it sound that way a little, but not wholly or anything. I can never say things exactally right for people anymore, even if I try very hard. I hope Christina has something to say to Megan, and maybe, just maybe, they'll have some mutual understanding instead of just some blind dislike toward each other. Actually Christina doesn't even dislike Megan that much but... Yeah see this is the type of stuff that goes through a mindless teenager's head. I guess I just had some weird dream where they both kissed and made up (hot lol jk) and I wouldn't feel awkward mentioning one to the other. I think I ask too much of people. Well I'm not asking either of them to change their opinions, just make those opinions known to the other side, I feel like neither of them knows how the other feels, and they should! So uh yeah whatever happens happens, no big deal. James is still here for both of them... Or they're here for me I should like to rather think.

How's that for rambling? Yeah I could go on and on about kids being hit by cars and everything else in the world, but sometimes a bellowing swab of a Q-Tip awaits me. G'night!

:: Floydthebarber 10/20/2003 10:52:00 PM [+] ::
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