:: Sunday, September 21, 2003 ::

I have a newfound talent, folks! I think it involves saying things that I'm fairly certain I mean, then watching them unravel as they are deciphered in ways I didn't originally intend them to be. So here I am on a beautiful sunday afternoon trying to heap all of this mess back together into a cohesive message I am trying to get across.

I've considered several angles to go at this. I could quote lots of things people have directly said in response to me, and combat and agree with certain points. I could submit to their opinions and do what they say, and conform myself to them. I think though, what would honestly be best, is for me to do the easiest thing- absolutely nothing. For once, I'm not going to defend my opinion, I'm not going to combat theirs on any level, I won't bring up what I'm thinking again and I'll just sit over here and do nothing. Anything I say simply creates friction and anger from those who are experiencing what I give my opinion about, because they don't understand where I am coming from. That's okay. I'm not needed. I won't complain about what everybody puts in their blogs, I won't even try to restate my opinion of WHY I brought it up. Nobody is approaching me with these problems for a reason. I'm cool. I have the perfect solution- retreat into Megan. She's there for me. I'll just keep what I'm thinking between her and I, like always. So yeah I'm not sorry for bringing my opinion to the surface, and once again James succeeds in conciously alienating himself from some people. They did it to me first.

:: Floydthebarber 9/21/2003 01:08:00 PM [+] ::
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