:: Sunday, May 18, 2003 ::

I wish you were a part of my life again. Scratch.
I wish that you wanted to be a part of my life again. Combine.
I wish that you wanted to and were a part of my life again. There.

I don't know if i'm driving everybody away by falling in love with Megan, or if i've changed since I have, or if you really just don't care about me as a friend anymore. You say you don't talk because you're busy with school and home but this is way too extreme you're conciously deciding to not be a part of my life and instead of retracting into myself and other things like I used to I confide more and more in Megan for my happiness. That would be nice if this was a two way street and I could come to you about things instead of just me being there for you when you're torn up or about to burst on the inside. I honestly don't understand why you don't love me anymore. No thanks for utterly ditching me. I know, I'll always be there for you and you can come back to me when you have a problem so it's fine to just toss me aside while you tend to other, more important things. It's hard for me to want to be there for you when I'm rejected Christina. In fact right now since you obviously don't care I'm not going to let it break my heart, but confide moreso in Megan she's there unconditionally. I wish you were too.

James...

Took care of a little more buisness today, I wonder if she'll even respond. Oh well, I got english work to do and dreams to live out. Peace.

:: Floydthebarber 5/18/2003 03:52:00 PM [+] ::
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