:: Saturday, May 22, 2004 ::

I guess I should go to sleep now, huh?

:: Floydthebarber 5/22/2004 04:14:00 AM (0) comments [+] ::
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Conversation between James and Ryan H's girlfriend, Cindy. I have nothing against her, I swear...


mr mOo237: your boyfriend is a god damn sleepy pussy
mr mOo237: he left at like 8 :-(
CINDYrella729: im not complaining
mr mOo237: he used to be hardcore
CINDYrella729: maybe its cuz this last week has been the most stressful for our school
mr mOo237: ryan: "as in, pornography"
mr mOo237: maybe
CINDYrella729: you hav no idea
CINDYrella729: (what enloes like)
CINDYrella729: ahah not about the pornography
mr mOo237: I guess you're right.
mr mOo237: since high school experiences are so VASTLY different
CINDYrella729: our high school is better than urs
mr mOo237: but yeah, I'm sure his week has been harder than mine
mr mOo237: okay you condescending bitch, calm down.
CINDYrella729: im playin
CINDYrella729: daang, whats with you
mr mOo237: good
CINDYrella729: u are in a bitchy moood
mr mOo237: YOU TRASH TALKING CARY HIGH!?!?
CINDYrella729: im not gonna bother with you
mr mOo237: well... I'm sorry our high schools aren't smart enough for you and ryan
CINDYrella729: dont be, its ur loss
mr mOo237: I'm sure...
CINDYrella729: ha ha, im sorry its all in fun
CINDYrella729: ur so diff from how i first talked to u
mr mOo237: Ah-HA!
CINDYrella729: i imagined you like, nice.
mr mOo237: I talk different all the time
CINDYrella729: *shrug* wutever
mr mOo237: I'm a pretty nice guy, normally
CINDYrella729: first impressions always lie
mr mOo237: just not when people talk down like that
CINDYrella729: ... u read ur first line to me?
mr mOo237: Let me find it.
mr mOo237: mr mOo237 (10:49:32 PM): hello cindy, it's me James
mr mOo237 (10:49:36 PM): ryan's friend
CINDYrella729 (10:49:38 PM): haha hey
CINDYrella729 (10:49:41 PM): ive heard a lot about you
CINDYrella729: i might this evening
CINDYrella729: meant*
CINDYrella729: that was weird
CINDYrella729: our first convo was so much nicer...
CINDYrella729: u def took me by surprise with all ur trash talk with ryan was over
mr mOo237: hey hey now, I didn't start the whole "bring it" thing with the schools
CINDYrella729: ... i was kidding
CINDYrella729: wheres ur humor.
mr mOo237: right alongside yours
CINDYrella729: jus cuz our school is 42nd in the nation
mr mOo237: omfg
CINDYrella729: i am kidding omg
mr mOo237: you have NO IDEA how cool it is to be FOURTY SEOND
mr mOo237: *SECOND
CINDYrella729: of all highschools?
mr mOo237: you know, the life, universe, and everything
mr mOo237: 42 is the answer to LUE
mr mOo237: you should read the Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy
CINDYrella729: no thanks
CINDYrella729: (whos condescending now, bitch)
mr mOo237: suit yourself
CINDYrella729: i am
CINDYrella729: i dun wana put up with u this time at night
CINDYrella729: later
CINDYrella729 signed off at 11:41:16 PM.
mr mOo237: I have no idea how anything in that was condescendifansdfl;kajsdf
Previous message was not received by CINDYrella729 because of error: User CINDYrella729 is not available.

mr mOo237: yeah, when i'm fourty second I don't have TIME to read

**okay, now i'm confused. what does she mean by "whos condescending now, bitch?"? Is she talking about me? If so, I only offered her a book suggestion related to what she just told me, and it would be an insult to herself to say that books are too heady and abover her to comprehend. Either that or she's talking about herself being condescending to me, in which case that still makes absolutely no sense since she just said "no thanks". I don't really have anything against cindy, but what am I supposed to do when somebody comes at me blabbering about how much harder and better their school is? She deserved a reality check, and I was happy to oblige. hee haw!

:: Floydthebarber 5/21/2004 11:42:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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It's just now dawning on me how much I am going to miss being with megan this summer. harry potter, then her beach trip, then my beach trip, then her new york trip, then her week at the librarian thing (if i see her that week, it will be for just a bit in the evening), then my philmont trip... something tells me I'll spend quite a few lonely days without her. Pout, pout.

:: Floydthebarber 5/19/2004 05:00:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Holy crap. I just watched Kill Bill Volume 2. This is such an indescribably intense and awesome movie, I can't even begin to explain. It's definitely something I feel personally obligated to share with every movie loving individual I know. That is all.

:: Floydthebarber 5/17/2004 06:10:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Uh oh, its one of those posts. The ones where I hold little regard for the reader, and moreso for myself and my personal venting needs. Here's the monumental decision though: should I listen to calming Miles Davis jazz music whilst writing this, or bust out my Metallica? Perhaps I shall just leave whoever reads this guessing.

There's this pretty girl named Amanda who sits with us at lunch. By us, I think I mean the other side of anna, the girls/"normal" people side, and phil, nate, adam, and myself sitting sort of near her. anyways. From what I know she used to be quite the devout christian until one day she dropped all her beliefs to become an atheist. whatever. As I'm sure some people know the only people who truly make me sad, and even frustrated (in my mind, at least), are atheists. I don't mind if somebody doesn't restrict themselves to a particular religion, but I find the thought of rejecting the existance of a higher being repulsive to even consider. It doesn't make any sense; I've never met or read anything from an atheist that turned their opinions and beliefs into anything other than a good deal of rubbish. The only thing I see atheists do is attempt to undermine other people's beliefs. Flatly denying the existance of a God cuts you off from both the logical and theological elements of our world, leaving you with nothing. Quite sad. Mosts atheists I meet don't seem to even fit the true doctorine of an atheist, thankfully. Most of the time, the people i've met, they just seem mad and rebelious towards their previous religious experiences, and are in the process of rejecting their old self in order to find their new self; unfortunately, sometimes they end up rejecting a bit too much. Yeah, Yeah we know, you're finding the real you and don't need religion and teen angst and finding yourself and etc. Go for it. I'll stand back confused and sad. Anyways, I'm rambling, aren't I?

Amanda keeps a public blog for everybody in the world to see. She seems to think that we are to be penalized for reading things on her site that she offers for free. That's not the point though, the point of this is to counter her immature and incorrect slanderous remarks so that a) the record is straight and b) I feel better.

James i dont know his last name..he's not that important..he's a fucking moron. I should have known he was after i met his moronic brother whos only different trait is that you can look at him without puking and consequently he screws a lot of easy whores.

She thinks that I am a moron because she thinks my brother is one? Oh I forgot, all of us act just like our siblings! In tommy's defence, he's no more of a moron than myself, so I don't know what the hell Amanda is talking about. Also, who gives a shit how pretty somebody else looks. Somebody who is insecure with themselves, right?

So, Amanda finds my blog via Anna's, and finds this passage worth noting in her own blog by quotation:

"Okay, so last night I had this dream where I went to www.thinkgeek.com and signed into my account, only to notice that there was more information there than normal; there was this section that displayed the date, location, and charge of a bunch of arrests of my mom for smoking marijuana in 1974 which made me very confused later as to why I would dream of something like that until I realized I love the 70s, its 4-20, and I'm an insane guy who revels in the fact that he can create ridiculously long sentences while still maintaining a near-perfect level of technically grammatical prowess and correction- something many people, young and old, have a difficult time coming to grips to."

Just another one of my crazy dream related posts, I've had them before and if anything people have welcomed them for their insanity, and I have welcomed them for their inspiration in my writing. Poor amanda, she didn't like my post though!

..first of all i would like to congragulate you on your successful completion of the orange vocabulary book since it seems that this contains the extent of your vocabulary (hence the "revels" and "prowess", the only two big words in the entire moronic run-on). go public education.

She can feel free to check with any of my close friends, as I am sure if she inquires they will inform her of how I use words like "revel" and "prowess" all the god damn time, and not because an orange vocabulary book taught them to me. So I happen to enjoy vocabulary on a level that more closely matches what I'm trying to say, what's so bad about that? Not a god damn thing, if she hadn't received one of those orange books as well, she wouldn't have ever even heard of such "advanced" vocabulary. I teach vocabulary to my own damn self- her qualms with public education don't fit in with my own education.

second of all can you grammatically critique this: YOU'RE A FUCKING MORON.

Oh-ho! There it is, the clencher. The well-placed, articulated insult set to make me quiver in my seat and throw my hands up, yelling "well, that's it! You're right!" Why must she be so bitter to me? What did I do to her? I never posted insulting crap about her in my blog before. Hell, I never even said insulting stuff about her in person at lunch whenever I see her. I've always been nice. The fact that she has never even hinted at these feelings of hatred towards me in person shows how cowardly and insecure she is about her own personal opinions and beliefs. She sounds so much more superior by yelling indirect insults towards me from her blog! Here's the grand finale:

if theres one thing thats worse than a moron its a moron who thinks he's smart. if theres one thing thats worse than a moron who thinks he's smart it's a moron who thinks he's smart and continually professes his false belief and love of himself.

I am so sorry that I act so smart when I'm really not. I'll try to stoop down to a more fitting moronic level, you know, a level she seems quite accustomed to. I doubt she could ever provide one instance where I profess my "false" intelligence to others all the time. I'm not one to go around flaunting test scores or anything because there's plenty of other things wrong with me. It must be my fault that I'm content in loving myself... it seems somebody here sure is not! Before somebody can go around bitching about other people's lives, they need to get their own damn lives mostly straightened out first, and Amanda hasn't. She can get the hell off of my case, I never did anything to her except be nice. What is wrong with people these days? It doesn't matter, I'll still be just as nice to her as I was before.

:: Floydthebarber 5/13/2004 09:26:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Oh one more thing. I'll move all of the angelfire pictures to my personal web space (500 megabytes!) this week since angelfire seems to be fuxed. If any of you want stuff hosted for your sites just let me know and I'll hook you up with FTP access :D

:: Floydthebarber 5/09/2004 09:01:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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E3 is this week. Hell yeah! New www.n-philes.com layout this week. Hell yeah! My review shall be posted this week once the backend of the site comes back up. Hell yeah! I'm going to see the chorus and the band do this Meymandi thing tomorrow. Hell yeah! Everything is awesome.

:: Floydthebarber 5/09/2004 08:57:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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Well, I'm back. Four days of awesomeness at the beach, and I'm back. It has been a while since I've done this blogging gig, hasn't it? I'll just go ahead and get the obligatory "omg I'm so glad to have seen Megan today after being away for so long" comment out of the way since nobody seems to care about that stuff except her and I. So: omg I'm so glad to have seen Megan today after being away for so long. I honestly didn't think I would get to see her, so the few hours we shared tonight were great therapy for me. I'm a bit worried about certain circumstances, but nobody else except her and I should be; everything is just fine. This coming weekend will be the first one I'll spend with her in the last month or so. This weekday/sunday buisness really gets annoying. Somebody donate James and Megan more time together plskthx.

I have quite an abundance of chest hair. What's up with that? I hope none of you mind.

I feel distant from the kidney, which would make sense seeing as how I haven't seen any of those friends for at least a month. Why don't I care more? I suppose that would be because I'm too preoccupied with squeezing any time out with Megan that the kidney sort of takes second priority. Hell, I need to spend more time h4x0ring with Nate, Phil, Ryan, Ryan, David, and the likes. I'm very very VERY excited about June 2nd, aka April and James day! If I think too much about it I might start to cry in anticipation.

I guess I'll go back to school, its time I did that, right? Besides, there are supposedly new PCs in the Computer Science room. Bitch of a teacher didn't save me one of the old monitors though, I don't think.

Time to listen to the pixies and go to bed. If you want to hear more about my life, please instant message me. I'm lonely sort of.

How long has it been? Let's see.. 14 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, 6 hours, some odd minutes, some odd seconds. Beautiful.

:: Floydthebarber 5/02/2004 09:19:00 PM (0) comments [+] ::
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